Love problems

haiz... im becoming like a love consultant.. haha!
my friends n colleague having love problems... hopefully Sept is gonna be a gd mth to start with for all of them...
u see.. pple stress n sad, i feel the same way too... its really hard to console
but my appraoch is different... i listen alot n i qn alot too... i tend to cross reference, its fair like tat! u cant jus think fm one perspective, u got to think fm another person's perspective as well... tts y im a libra! u know... the balance! hehehe
sometimes things r jus THERE, u jus need to explore to figure it out
tt aside, u hv got to learn to accept reality, acknowledge ur mistakes n learn fm it.

i dunno wat my frens think of me.. yes im blunt n direct, i mean i hv to make u face up to reality... i dunno if tt makes them feel better. cos i will reprimand if necesarry.

yest, one of my close frens sms me in the middle of the night! he's crying.... i go weak when pple cry esp if its a guy!! haiz.. i was about to sleep seh... den after so many sms, he wanted to meet up n tts like after midnight!! Rain, u better love me for being there for u... i stayed up till 2++am for u! hehe! Lets jus hope he took my advise n hopefully things goes well.
for my Ven n YY i really hope they feel better... i know its aint easy... be strong gals!

my mum ask me yest,
Mum: "Wats with u?? ur friends having problems je..."
Me: "Yes mum... love problem... u know how love hurts so bad... alot of problem la all these love thingy"
Mum: "haiya... so many probs ar these younger pple, so get married la!! izan, u better sleep its late"
i jus rolled my eyes n walks away.... *how can marriage solve love probs? married pple also got love prob wat!!*

i miss Amir.. he's off to jungle again... cant contact him again... haiz... this whole week i be busy, night shift sucks!... will only see him next week! pssst.... our 34th mth anniversary on 1 Sept 2005!! yay... we're been so far... lets go further....

haiz.. i here again.. yet another entry...
im still feeling sick.. a shitty feeling! like my energy level sank to zero!
feeling so emotional now.. Ir called earlier, told me he got nights off fm 6 to 10pm today... but he's so far away.. boon lay... so tired to go out n meet him.. turn him down... regret now... i miss him!

im wondering hows other pple r doin now. heard fm ven friday's night was fantastic.. they all danced i guess... hmmm... pple having fun n im so sick.. even till now...
arrggghh im so emotional now... pardon me!
depressed... i wanted to be happy... y am i not happy? my relationship is fine... my family is fine... just me! im not fine...

rest i all i need... im so tired...

the whole week... i so restless... i look tired n gloomy all the time..
fell sick n all... headache, flu, lack of sleep n rest...
i had a VERY good rest today.. finally...

woke up late, watch tv all the way..
later called canadian pizza at 10am++... haha.. so early they're not even open yet!
but the guy jus took my order n deliver it after 12pm, he might hv tot tt this gal is crazy to order so much so early in the morning.... my bro is so greedy, we ordered the extra large pizza alot of sides! haiz.. im jus craving for pizza tts all... canadanian in particular... hmmm keep craving for certain things... hehe... i hv strong cravings in which i cant control! n i never diet in my life which explains the size i am now.. eat eat n eat w/o excercise!!
i think its time to start a lil bit of exercise alrdy.. feeling so lethargic alrdy...

after eating my pizza, so bloated! den felt sleepy... feel asleep while watch vcd... my sis left me.. she go enjoy herself at wild wild wet! bro go gym... mum n dad got weddings to attend... haiz so boring!!! PPLE ITS SUNDAY!!! our family day!!! we all supposed to be out.. go out somewhere... do something... ANYTHING!!! not leave me alone at hm!! im bored... so 'mendak'.. maybe.. maybe... i jus need to rest...

haiz... Ir's commission parade on 1 oct. he wants me to be there, dunno if i can make it... wld really love to see the parade but im working.. haiz...
Ir's comm ball on my bday, 7 oct 2005!! such coincidence! hmmm i dunno wat to wear.. not like i own any black dress... yup there's a dress code, all the OCS cadets' dates hv to be in black n heels!! watever la... shit now i hv to go find a dress tt i probably only wear once! den the food served will be a 10 course meal.. its fasting on tt day, i bet we cant really eat well...

uncentralised... haha.. its been some time since i last shot a pix... 

he's back... we're both happy.. 

Yesterday's entry Today's Post

wah yest like soo slack.. i senang hati laid back n watch tv all the way...
my head la... giving me prob, so i jus relax...
was craving for chocolate.. TWIX in particular.. seem so hard to find, only 7-eleven has it!
so basically jus snack in bed n watch tv.. muahaha..
on btw, im happy yest.. mum sort of help me out on something! hope things goes well...
n oh! my room light died on me.. me n sis always in darkness! scary... daddy gonna get it fixed soon hopefully!!

i keep disturbing daddy with my numerous calls.. haha.. nothing better to do! cos if im not hm, he'll call me right, now tt he's not hm my turn to keep calling him... wahahaha..
i ask him to buy nutella for me.. WAH then he return hm with a GIANT SIZED NUTELLA, nonya kaya, margarine, peanut butter, eggs n alot of bread... wahahhaha.. Hah! Amik kau!

he returned hm at ard 2am, he woke everyone up! i didnt wanna get up but i tot its time to get up n get ready for work so i woke up also!! but then... its jus SUPPER!! hahaha... we all had super-duper supper.. yummy! the chicken wings at simpang bedok jus rocks! it feel a lil like sahur during puasa where we all ate together when the sun is not up yet!
haiz.. eat too much, me n sis cant sleep.. we jus talk n talk den doze off... the next thing i know, my sis forcing me to get up... haha.. i wasnt the easiest person to wake up! den viola!! im early for work today!!

My Baby's back!!!

i was anticipating for the day he came back... then i fell sick!!
Mon aft work, jus went to his place, my gosh he's so thin now... wanted to hug him so much but cant, his parents ard.. hv to wait till we went out of the house... ahhh the feeling of secure... i miss him so much, felt like crying also...
den he wrote in his diary wat he went thru the past few days... i felt like crying... they only gave him like 1 piece of tapioca, sweet potato to last him the whole day.. den his food overturn, gets burned in the fire! he turn down the fire in which he takes alot of effort to make, jus to save the food.. the burned food was coated with the sands n dirts n he jus simply put in his mouth to eat as he's damn hungry.. omg!! tts like so pitiful...
so im here! my mission here is to FEED him n make him more BERISI... no offense but i dun like thin guys!!

haiz... Tues didnt go for work.. sick... stupid feeling! cant woke up at all, my head felt so heavy, went to see doc, he discovered more illness.. haiz... tts means more medicines n higher fees!

Ir came over... i bought him food.. he still hungry.. i cooked for him food.. still hungry, i bought him out for snacks den to orchard to meet Jo, Ven n YY... den eat at sakura... he's still HUNGRY!!! my gosh... i spent so much! more than $60 n he's still hungry... hahaha
my frens goin thru tough times.. hang in there gals... u guys can make it! im like so stuck wif my emotions.. happy he's back but sad tt my frens having prob!

Wed, my off day.. mum was angry with me cos of certain things... i was asked to do alot alot of hsework!!!!!! was supposed to go to Ir's hse to watch vcd but he came over instead as it will take some time to finish up all my work before i can go out. So this way, we will hv more time. Go to his hse, we eat n watch vcd n he's off to camp again..

here i am, back at work.. no mood... head still spinning! really really wanna lay my head down n sleep...
time passes by so fast.. didnt really do much.. 2 days spent wif him r over! my head still aching... fortunately my heart isnt! my heart is calm... i dun hv to worry so much now... *breathe in... breathe out...*

Feeling Vulnerable....

i went interview tt i suck the most.. so unprepared!
nvm Zan, get over it..

omg i jus got online...
found out 2 of my frens having prob...
i immediately called them...
crying.. i felt so bad.. trying to comfort...
haiz.. im so sad... im scared for myself aslo...
Amir.. i love u.. i dun wana lose u...

when was the last time i dance?performed? when was the last SYF? hari raya concert? OMG.. its been a long time!! 

my class photo!! in the yrbk la... looks big n nice... DBA 3B12.. our board looks nice compared to other class.. n our pic is so big. 2 class in 1 page, other classes had to squeeze in one page... i shd thank joanna, i made special request to put up a nicer photo of my class in yrbk. good job Joanna... cos last yr's yrbk not as nice... im not really a good pagemaker designer... sorrie for last yr yearbook guys! im so glad Joanna's appointed as head designer!! 

My SP's school of business yrbk 2004/05.. good job guys... looks nice! 

Poly friends... me, Jo, YY n Ven.. 

my workstation @east west 2004 

Ir's birthday.. 18 dec 2003 

my birthday.. 7 oct 2003 

good old sec sch years.. haha... now tt i think backwards, the uniform looks cute.. haha 

wahahha.. staff seargant Azizan Samsuar..  

when was the last time i parade, train or wore tt uniform? 

cute aint i? hahaha.. i was only 1.1m tall den... primary 2.. 

my graduation 2005 

his graduation 2004 

Thursday's a great day!

yay!! finally got to meet up wif Jo, Ven n YY!!
hahha.. i came late... didnt know work ends so late... yest i had to do data collation, not answering calls.. wah.. its very straining to look thru the data n statistics... tiring..
my friends r doing well at work... they all planned to stayed long for their work den go study for a degree.. exactly the same agenda i had for myself but... the difference is: i havent start saving up for the fee... hahaha! We all exchanged wats going on wif our lives!!
oh btw, they all asked me to quit!! " how u can tahan?" wahahhaa, sometimes u got to be tolerant n be a lil thick skin...

oh!!! i got my yearbook back... our class photo looks nice!
n omg!!! Jo's attached!! a BIG news she kept for 2 mths!! i feel like kicking her ass.. hahaha... den Ven n me kept asking her qns... like alot alot of qn... yay! she's finally attached... den she doesnt hv to 'stone' alrdy.. im happy tt she's happy... we're all happy...
G came n join us, he's rather quiet n look drained out.. understandable! haha... he resembles someone... someone i know,but i jus couldnt figure tt out.. so happy YY doing well wif G!
As for Ven.. hahhaa... she's happy wif Rene, i didnt know she was the clingy type... reminds me so much of my dearest Amir!

Oh btw, he sms me last nite, saying he jus got back to base camp fm the jungle n had lost 6kg!! ooooo... i wanna go to jungle la like tt, so fat now! hehe... den he say when he gets back he wanna eat n eat n its gonna be my treat? crazy... den this morning he called me, im so happy! *instant smiles* he told me he ok but was rather weak n thin n unkept.. poor boy! im jus wondering.. so.. does this means he looks like 'orang hutan' now?? hahhaa... i miss him...

came 2mins late... jus cant wake up despite sis constant reminders... haha
i hope my TL can cover the 2mins for me...

we had our Buzz session today[meeting]... wah! the longest ever... it could stretch forever... supposed to be 1hrs but lasted more than 2hrs.. could be longer but its out knock off time so had to cut it short... darn... everyone brought their notebooks along except for me!! den Leka ask me to take the minutes down... suddenly appointed as the secretary.. haiz!!! den suay suay today's buzz lasted so long.. so many issues is being brought up... tt one also coz we cut alot to save time! i juz finished my minutes.. tts like my homework! haha

den jus now had to stayed back for extra 30mins to follow up on a case. bloody woman, keeps on ranting on her numerous complaints, takes so much of my time n effort. case still pending!! 30min of unpaid work! darnz...

okies.. look on the bright side... yesh!!!!!! oh yeah... tmr's thur!! meeting jo, ven n yy at orchard after work... Great! i get to see my poly friends n hopefully my yearbook too! hehe.. *hint hint jo!* deb fri, sat im off... ohh wow... maybe fri having lunch wif esli..
Sat.. if the sun is up... probably go to the beach.. time for a tan!! sun sun.. plz....
den sunday i hv to work den comes MONDAY.. yeah yeah... Amir's back on monday.... been anticpating tt day...
oh btw, my dearest didnt msg/call me at all... he's driving me crazy... the PM of Brunei is coming for a visit tmr.. wonders if Amir can tag along... haha! *mane nye besar matair aku nak tag dgn Brunei's PM.. haha*

The WHOLE world hate me cos im simply... MALAY!

i was jus working n reading my work's email when Veni sent us an email to check out a certain link. i tot it was work-related or something funny cos pple in the office jus love to spread funny video clips... haha... we're jus utilising our office resources!!

once was enough... i refer to my previous post on tt chinese racist pig who insult malays/muslims. now, THERE'S ANOTHER ONE!!! im referring to this link[by Veni]:
http://thesecondholocaust.blogspot.com/

my eyes r now opened to the real world, the world full of hatred! where there's heartless, ruthless pple ard... very close to us... our own fellow citizens. And mostly[no offense to other chinese] these racist pigs r chinese. wat makes these pple think there're superior n tt they so high n mighty?? i work in service line, i shd know. we all KNOW. who r the ones who keep hogging our hotlines n keeps complaining n raising their voices n being rude?? *hint hint*
we all live together, in this small island... n we pledge as 'one united pple... regardless of race, language or religion'
y do pple look down/ criticised/ hate malays so much. i dun understand!!

i shall not comment much not cos im afraid, im jus not a racist.
dun push me too far, im a civilised person n definitely not stupid at all as most pple perceived malays are! i've been tolerant all these while.
u see, even when finding a job, the requirements r always mandarin speaking.

to my chinese friends, i love u all... no offense. im jus voicing out my views...
to sum up.... im a MALAY.... maybe not purely malay cos i do hv some mixed blood but im still MALAY n im proud i am ONE. many pple tot im not one, but i am one n im not shy to reveal my identity, my race...

A race or culture is as a whole, each individual is unique on its own!

im turning into an owl...

wahahaha... i forgot.. last nite.. me n sis cant sleep.. we stayed up till 3.30am to watch tv n chat chat chat... muahahaha.. dunno y last nite, both of us jus cant sleep... so fresh like tat!!
so we r still figuring out wat r the stuffs tt makes us awake... prob the food or the teh tarik!! hahaha...

im turning into an owl, im influencing my sis... hahhaa
shit! today ending work only by 9pm... sucky shifts! den tonite there's incredible tales, sis asking me go hm asap, i definitely cant reach hm by 10pm, confirm!! poor gal, she's scared to watch it alone...

oh n im so happy... Ven sms me jus now... saying wanna meet up this Thursday!! so excited, cant wait!! yay, i got something to look forward to.. Gals, plz make it happen this time... dun back out last min again.. pretty plz plz... i miss u guys!!

oh btw, thsi afternoon... the q calls like wat sia!! there's once when there's 17 calls non-stop. i didnt managed to recieve alot of calls as i received alot alot of pending cases n leceh/lor sow customers. jus my luck la! Veni [Ewan] asked me to 'mandi bunga' cos i always receive all those problematic calls!!! i only hv 10 calls while they all alrdy hv 50 calls... now, compare tat!! wat an inefficient worker i am... BOO!! it aint my fault!!

Sunday is oh-so-nice! y issit Monday again?

yest[sun] i swop shift with Mel so im off...
managed to watch NDP repeated telecast!!!
sun is so nice! slow n easy n the whole family together! i love my family.... so basically we had dinner at Sakura, EastPoint... wow!! really really alot of dishes... crazy.. 5 pax eating so much!
den went back to TM to shop ard, so everyone bought a lil something for ourselves!! its been so long i bought something for myself so yah im happy yest!!
n oh! pple usually slack at coffee bean or starbuck, yest we all slack at century square's mama stall n drank teh tarik after a tired day shopping ard.... ahhhhh so nice. he really 'tarik' the teh!

oh btw, sis's fren died yest as well.... she didnt believe it as well... i tot she was playing but no her fren really die due to drowning at kallang river.. even the news as well as today's berita harian on the fontpage reports his death. her fren, bazilah was his ex n it was her bday yest so she cried n was shocked upon hearing tt news. how tragic is tat??
but we all hv to accept tt if its time to go, its time to go.... haiz so young... 16 yrs ols only... makes me wanna treasure life more.... im thankfully for the life given to me... very thankfully for everyone in my life tt makes my life the way it is... will try as much as possible to think tt life is not a bore n hv to make full use of it as i had alot of palns for my future.....

i got a confession to make! im a control freak!! hahha... some of my friends also say so when i asked... yah i like to plan things n gets really upset if things gets out of hand.. n i go all out to makes sure things goes the way i wanna it to be!! so sorry to the pple whom i love dearly if i've been so pushy n persuasive n persistent or sometimes... 'brain-washing' u guys to listen to me!! but i meant welll... its for ur own good!! esp to my big bro... i love him too much to see him in such stressful n financial state tt he's in.. im here to help bro!! u guys gotta listen to me... lil sis is hear to help... i wont disappoint u.. i promise! u gotta really listen to me n u'll be fine.... sometimes i feel tt im the older sis as im the closest to my big bro n he always to listen to me cos he knows i just want the best for him...
poor amir... also had to listen to me.. hahha! but he totally understands tt! *smiles* he knows i meant well...

no communication betw Ir n me... makes me crazy! it keeps me yearning more for him... where's my bf? where's he been? hows he been? is he alright? argghh he keeps worrying me with all those qns in my head....
btw, its like 4 more weeks till contract end, i had no plans to stay on this job... cos seriously, i had no passion... the only thing tt kept me going is the cash im getting! if not i be penniless!!! n im starting losseconcentration at work... sometimes i jus cant think n say stupid things comes out of my mouth... shit! hate all tt... my menses is making me feel worse.... my sensitivity level goes rocket high up!!! bodoh izan... i feel like shit... so shitty.... its like im forced to do a job which i cant fulfill n i dun hv the drive at all... i so wanna quit... i so wanna quit.... 4 more weeks to endure!!

Black Eye Monster

WOAH i HAVE DARK EYE RINGS!!!
n i aint my fault at all!! its not tt i dun wanna sleep, i cant!
every single day.. i woke up at 5.30am automatically, 5.30am mind u!!
something wrong with my body clock... but gd also... den i dun hv to rush2.. everyday spent 45min in bathroom, walk slowly... reached work at least 30mins earlier than working time!! im crazy... if only i work morning shifts den time wouldnt be wasted!

haiz... its been raining these days, freezing in office... but luckily by 8.00pm, the rain stopped, so i came back dry... everyday so tired, reach hm eat den watch tv.. snack den sleep n by 5.30am i woke up again... such a boring routine.. Hate it!

oh Jon Johnson won Manhunt, wahahaa i knew it long time ago! but i still like Matt. OC n TreeHill i dunno wats going on as i always miss it even when i be anticipating to watch it every Thursday nights.

hahaha.. im gaining weight again.. its so obvious!! wat to i do? eat n sleep only.. of cos la gained! tot of going to gym but no mood/motivation/time... wahahhaa... time flies so slowly suddenly... dunno if tts gd or bad cos time has always flies too fast.. maybe slow is good afterall...

Ir still not back... haiz... he got no roaming services but i still sms him even though i know he wont receive it as sms only last 48hrs.. wahahha.. im crazy... i wanna waste sms... I MISS HIM... im going crazy.. i even sms to his frens[who is also my fren la] hp who r in Brunei who hv roaming.. wahahhaa.. anyway... receiving sms in Brunei is free.. crazy 2 weekends alrdy... still hv this coming week n next weekends to go before he comes back...

oh btw, Mum finally approved on my intention to further studies bUT i hv to finance myself... now tt she's given the green light, i hesitated to pursue degree... so ex.. will cost ard $30k.. wasted to spent all my savings on a piece of paper in which doesnt necessarily gurauntee me a gd job with gd pay!! haiz.. now im thinking twice... i might hv to work for 4 yrs before i cant cont studies again... re-considering....
shd i forgo my $$$ or my dream???
haiz... i intend to to Melbourne, Australia.. probably RMIT... haiz.. dunno la.... so confusing.. anyway 4 yrs is a long time... lets c wats my decision in 4 yrs to come...

Early Bird

i dunno wats wrong wif me today.. i woke up so early... at 5.30am i was alrdy awake when i only starts at 11am. i waited patiently for my alarm to ring at 6.30am. but at 6.30am its still too early, tried to sleep but cant, so heck! i jus bathe...

den lie on my bed staring into space, I CANT BELIEVE TIME PASSES BY SO SLOWLY!!!
today is so 'kecoh'.. so many pple at the coffeshop below... felt like a Sunday!
im so impatient so i jus left the hse early... take my own sweet time to walk n im still early.. i came at 9.45am!! hahaha... nothing to do... so i surf2 internet...

btw, so little working today, shit... calls gonna flood! how to work when there's only like 16pple here... but hopefully more staff will come in later...

i miss Amir... haiz... still in jungle... i miss him so much...
i've got the vcds-- Charlie & Choc Factory n Seven Swords!! hadnt watched them yet.. jus waiting for im to come back to watch 2gether...

im broke.... feel like doing OT but work jus not my cup of tea la... but money prob... haiz...

Meeting wif old friends

today at work i was trfr to Mobile Resolution Dept for a few hours to attend to cust enq via email. aiyoo.. exciting... hahha.. no need answer calls.

yest met up with old sec frens... shaz, sheeda n aisyah...
jus met up at Orchard for dinner n catch up each others' busy lives.. hahaha!
friends... we still share our stuffs.. but i can sense tt the bond is not as strong as last time. we all went to diff schs, diff interests... our paths differ!!
was alright la. omg shaz getting smaller by the day... hehehe...
when we first sat down before food arrives, shaz jus asked, "so Zan, hows 'the boyfren'?"
hahaha... my immediate response: "wahahhaa" i jus find tt qn funny. nah we're fine. great. the distance kept us alive.

we jus slack at starbucks@liat n chat chat chat... muahahhaa
aisyah n me facing same financial prob n insecurities for future, both ur bf r still in NS. money contraint. but i assured aisyah we cfm can make it true cos i believe there's always a way! Think positive...
me n aisyah also got lost in their 'clubbing' conversation cos obviously we dun club at all.

n OH! i meet Anna Lee, my Orange Julius supervisor at Liat... wow... she still rem me!! hehehe.. den disturb me... naughty Anna... so funny, i miss her!
den Nazly jus appear out of the sudden, he jus happen to pass by.. funny.. Nazly merepik ar!

went hm at midnite, shaz went to club at DXO. only me n aisyah went back to Tamp. wah i cant believe i simply spend $30 on jus nothing.. jus hanging out n dinner! nvm, once a while its fine.
still eating supper despite all the snacking... had the McD nuggets wif the diff dips n the twister fries. Yum!! i bought for mum but i ate them instead! den back at hm, i chatted wif Dad till Bro came hm ard 3++am. Haha... n im need to wake up by 6am for work. Aisyah is so sweet to give me a morning call. Thanks gurl, Love u!

now at work... lazy.. so many pending cases, haiz dun wanna let work affects me!! *smiles*

he. 

she. 

us.  

ir OCS fren's 21st bday @ fullerton... some time ago...  

kid

many pple told me i look younger than my age, due to my dressing i guess...
wahahhaa.. its great to be young!!
yah im still a teenager... yay! still a kid..
alot say me n sis r twins! so tt means im only 15.. ok 17 maybe cos sis look mature..
im happy...

my random thoughts!

im bored... really dunno wat to do now... its pouring outside! no mood to go out whole day.
i feel like a monster now, i ate damn alot these days n my cravings is driving me crazy!! cant control it...
Ir left 4 days ago.. cants believe its only been 4 days! haiz no communication!! i miss him lots! btw, my bro turned 23 on 1Aug05... i didnt get him anythin, felt so bad!! but heck, he didnt get anythin for me either... hahahha

haiz i got lots of pending housework to do, but no mood ar.. im also sick of working coz im not paid properly, i only get $400+ the last time. imagine tt!! how to survive?? jus now mum ask me i didnt give her allowance... haiz.. i will, today!!

dan brown. haiz, my bf so thrilled wif dan brown. got so excited to see any of his books. when did he become a bookworm so suddenly?? hmmmm... will get him one since he love it so much. he's also hinting for some gatsby collections tt r not easy to find n vcd of 7swords n chocolate factory n so many stuffs!! crazy.. crazy... he wants so many things... i will try to find them n get its for him. i dunno where to find time to get his stuffs. i jus dun understand, i dun really hv cash but im buying stuffs for him. nvm, the happy look on his face is worth it. tt look of appreciations n excitement.
n tt guy still doesnt learn his lessons, he spends so much he wont hv any cash when he gets back fm Brunei, so of cos, he'll hv to depend on me. its ok, cos he's the one who always treat me. my turn next! haiz, better starting saving now b4 he comes back. hahaha.

Eryanie's bday on 17Aug05. she b 21 then. she left when we're 15. damn! i miss her. i wanna meet her. one day, i'll save up to make my way down to Australia. told mum i wanna pursue a degree, she disagreed even when i said I WILL PAY ON MY OWN.[loan fm bank of cos!] as stubborn as i can be, i listen to my parents. dunno y! somehow wat they say matters to me. tts how nonsensical i can be!! hahaa...

i still hadnt received any grad photos fm anyone yet. Hello?? guys... plz send me!! n Jo, if ur reading this.. i want my yearbook back! plzzz... i hv not even touched the yrbk, u took mine hm on grad day. GIMME BACK!! wahahaha...

Azizan... waiting patiently for NEL to come.. 8mins u know i waited! 

my sis... Ala... its not me ar... 

tired... have a cold drink of sentose 'isle chill' drinking water!! 

my sis on hammock.. relaxing... cant u see Amir's hand, he's reading newspaper behind her[on the ground] 

Hehe... posing by the coconut tree! 

sis n Amir having fun playing beach volleyball...