im jus bored

hmmm... not in good mood n PMS is making it worse!!!
ok.. cut it short!! not interested to elaborate things!!
baby been bz these days.. he aint got time to even sms me!!! haiz... watever...
im ok... jus sensitive... n no, we're not fighting.. i jus miss him n upset tt i dun even get to spend more than 1hr with him every weekend... weekdays r totally out of the qn...

oh btw, emirates is so ridiculous!!
they reject applicants jus cos they find tt ur teeth r not straight enough... so lame!!
there goes the opportunity to the dream job.. poor bro!! shdnt they b judging on how well they can attend to cust... more like service oriented!!! haiz... making me so binggit!!!
i mean bro so super cust-oriented... he delivered gd service... imagine him getting the employee of the mth at age 15 when he jus started work for the first mth!!!

ohhh at work, i was told to go back to my team's area... haiz... i love the area i used to sit... hmmm Sham going to Dubai soon... no one for me to 'kacau'... haha

ok jus now, me Liza n Shaf go look for hp.... hahaha Shaf badly need one.. i want one too... but i bought alot of other things too... maybe next time la.... or i jus wait for christmas offers for hp first.... im begining to hate this qn, "tak kluar dgn ur bf ke?" *not going out wif ur bf?*
shaf pitied me.. wahahha but adv me to jus be patient n understanding... he jokingly said when im single, he be ard.... wahahahhaa... nonsense!!!
ohhh i rush back hm cos i tot Amazing Race was at 8.30pm but no, its 10.30pm.
wahahhaaha.... okies.. amzaing Race started.. gtg bye!!! im a TV freak....

im soo freaking lazy to blog alrdy...
feel like closing this blog ar....

haiz.. i heard alot pple leaving work... i mean is work really tt bad?? ok wat? each job is stressful wat!! no such as thing as easy job!!! haiz... my colleagues said i put on alot of weight!! ohh hell yeah!! ever since hari raya man... weight has gone all the way up!! shessshh...

i met up with Jo, Ven n YY as well as Ven's bf, Mikel on Wed!!! it was his bday... n he's in s'pore!! haha i think he speaks funny english with tt weird slang. he's back to Austria now, so glad tt he likes s'pore n prefer 'SIA than other carriers. ohhh we had chocolat fonduee..

these days i become super sensitive over the slightest things n always in bad mood. i wonder how pple ard me put up with my attitude.. haiz...
this morning, i woke up feeling hungry, had the urge to eat hotcakes so i went to everyone's room n wake them up to ask if they want breakfast at mcd. yah.. my treat!!! im in gd mood. called mcd delivery n ordered!! yah so much food... we didnt finish it, wasted... but its ok... at tt point of ordering, i know we're all so so hungry.

ohh im beginning not to like the idea of Amir being an officer, its like everywhere we go there will be army pple ard. hate it when im not in gd terms with him or when i was jus talking to him half-way then pple came up n approah esp when i wasnt in a good nood with him. i mean, tts the worse time for him to intro me to them!!! irritating... arrhhh.... argh.... yest, finally i had my delipotato!!!! eat alot of junk fd along the way too. haiz, how to lose weight?? i hv a bf who keeps feeding me....

Ir's bday coming... i got so many things to plan for... stress stress....

OPEN HOUSE

last sunday was my open hse for Hari Raya 2005
it was kinda last min cos my parents both working so no choice had to do open hse for pple to visit us... WAHHH so tiring.... i was busy topping up the food n making hot drinks upon visitors' request. wah i feel so "lemas" cos my hse not tt big but so many pple....

oklah.. overall not much pple as last year... my friends n sis's friends not coming cos either they came alrdy or its jus too last min.
the aftermath was very very tiring... so many things to do/clear but the food was yum yum... satay satay.. yum! :)

wah this few days was so tiring... n i often had supper ard 1am n immediately sleep. i put on so much weight, another 3kg more.. ish ish... ok ok i think i give myself till jan 2006 to eat all i want n do serious workout later for the new year!! *wink* its a season to be jolly.. lalala lala la

im seriously sick n tired of not getting in touch wif my bf. it saddens me alot. we hvnt been going out for weeks... haiz haiz...
anyways, sis has been so sweet, she cxl all her appointments wif her friends to go out wif me.... Last Sat, we went to town!! we both yearns to eat Deli Potato but stupid all 3 Delifrance outlets didnt hv it!!!! had lunch at Sakura instead, her treat!! n oh i had Choc McMilkshakes, i didnt know the milkshake is back!!!! cool.. but i didnt finish it, too filling, sweet n thick. As if tts not sweet enuff, i bought 3 Mrs Field brownies.... my gosh... sugar level will go all the way up!!!!
i didnt buy anythin cos nothing attracts me... its been some time i bought sometin man!! i need to buy something for myself. anyways, the decorations at orchard was nice n jam-packed with alot of pple....

Ir ask if he can go on a self-planned Bangkok/Pattaya trip with his army frens, of cos i said ok. i mean, 'u-dun-hv-to-ask-me-la'. But now he's irritatingly asking me where to go/ comparing rates wif me bout all things tt r Thai. So he cfm going on 22-27dec so he celebrating Christmas there!! haha.. good for him la cos before he was 20 he hadnt fly before, he's only been to m'sia. But the army brought him to Taiwan n Brunei n now he's going to Thailand. good! go see the world...

happy n sad moments

haiz... Ir's so busy with camp... i know i shd get used to it..
still, i feel inadequate... you the lack of attention... haiz..
im sad... i feel lonely.. there r pple ard me... but i want HIM!!
no frequent sms or calls.. esp calls.. so hard to chat!! call YES chat NO!! cos each time he calls... "i miss u baby... k i gtg sleep.. im tired... u take care.. gd nite.. love u!" haiz haiz...
of cos i know i had to understand tt he's really tired... we hardly meet also... jus once a week for jus a short while... hmmmm im missing the times we had together in sch... but tt also abit restricted cos of CCA, endless projects n my part-time job...
nevertheless, we hv to be understanding n go thru this hard times together!! i know he's not going thru easy time too...

tt day my sis's friends came... wahhh!! they all like monkeys!! playing the tv in my kitchen... wat else they play/touch i also dunno... my gosh!! sis told me i dun hv to entertain them, they can entertain themselves!! haha...
n they tot im 17!!! hahhaa... thank u thank u...

ohh btw Shafie n Rama fm Triple Noize r my new colleagues, they're they new batch. its been 2 wks they joined in but i hv never cross path with them. haha. my frens we telling me tt they're so cute cos every morning b4 their trg starts they wld eat breakfast they bought n eat in pantry!! hahaha...
yest, after work, me Shafie[shaf..my bro, my batch], Lina n Soffiah lepaks at starbucks fm 6pm to 11pm... wahahahhaa... den i saw Joop n his friends, he working as surveyor at cargo now... hahaa.. i miss my previous surveyor job... haiz.. tts sec sch days...
coming to think of it... wahhh not bad i work quite alot!! im glad i did cos at least i dun feel so stress/tired/reluctant to work now cos im so used to working life...
this is my first ever full-time job... i wonder how far/long can i go fm here... im still unsure of my career path yet but i hope i figure something out some day...

so tmr... raya outing with my sec scf friends... this time, for the very time in 9yrs.. we're taking public transport instead of the usual rented mini bus cos of last min cant get a mini bus...
lets see how tmr goes... so long didnt see them all... *excited*

the carpets!! everything on sale~!! geylang bazaar on eve of hari raya is CRAZY!! conjested with alot alot of pple n crazy prices! 4am seems like 9pm.... haiz.. the last geylang bazaar.... 

baju kurung on sale!!! 

mum looking at clothes 

tts the indian lady doin sis's inai.. mum also did hers!! n leaving me to carry all the stuff since the hands had inai... haiz 

they're clearing everything!!! all cheap cheap... 

tts my sis's inai!! 

our backview.... haha.. sis is so sick of pple saying we look alike... 

siblings!! ala, pi-e, ijan... 

my lil cousins... nazrul anis, hernany edhora n sofiah natasha.. of cos, there's me n sis la... 

hahaha... i look weird 

my bro... ermmm.. acting cute?? 

my dining table.. authentic huh?? i like!! 

my sis... n tts my wardrobe!!! my gosh... damn messy.. wahahahaa.... 

me!! i like my aunt's hse... so simple!! 

ijan n ala 

huda, bazillah, siti, ala n tasha.... i tot they had nice baju raya colour combination  

my sis's frens....  

Selamat Hari Raya!

~~~SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN~~~

hehe.. i know its a lil late but its still hari raye! im in raye mood...
first day raye kinda screwed up... haha.. but ok... i was so tired i instantly slept at my aunt's sofa.. i've got lots of visiting to do.. i dunno if i hv time for all.. i know im too old to get 'hongbao' but raya is not bout the money, its the visitation n the cookies, cakes, FOOD n catching up with friends/families im all excited about...

work's stressful but i aint gonna let tt spoil my mood. stop! stop! stop!!!
alot pple leaving... unexpected... hahaha... i was warned.. by dear Esli...

Happy 21st bday to Venessa!! yay!! ... too bad i cant join u guys tt nite...
i dun understand y pple call me 'small girl' everywhere i go.. im not tt small, short yes but not small pe!! pple always say..."i keep u in my pocket" chey! im not tt small...

hmm i need money.. haiz end of month seem so long...
my baby's always busy... we're playing cat n mouse.. each time i call him, he not free, he call me, i not free... missed calls all the way... hahaha!!
oh my hair need help!!! ven say it takes time... but im still very worried...
holiday's coming.. feel like having chalet... Ir's bday coming... tt same boy will be 21 soon...

Weekends coming.. hari raye visiting!!! YAY.. my gosh i put on so much weight!! so so much!!
goodness but i guess its ok... once a yr occassion to get fatter...