--**Zany Zany Zan**--: February 2008

Monday, February 25, 2008

happy

finally.... i had my total relax azizan's off day on friday....
woke up really late tt day.... went for my facial spa n massage, den pedicure n finally a haircut. so tts like.. face, body, feet n head massages!! woahhh so pampering!!!
after tt went to fetch sis fm work n off we go to Expo for metro sale. i kinda dun like sale cos there's no one who really attend to me, "no trying" policy or the queue is too long, plus i'll buy unnecessary stuffs!!!!

ven cldnt make it on sat, make last min plans with fana.
Sunday was the best!! been anticipating the day!!! to meet my baby!!
im so damn happy, i dunno how to describe it. miss him too much. i jus grab n hug him n dun wanna let go...
Sparkie is finally out... changes here n there... nice la. better of cos but i kinda gt scared at the speed it can go....

catch L changes the world yest, we gt free choc!! i tot there wld be some link to the Death note series... the only link is Watari, tt old man. its a nice movie still!! very smart but i so dun want it to end cos we all know tt L gonna die at the end.
we had Breekz! chicken for dinner. i hv to stop dining alrdy... cant seem to afford it alrdy... spending on dining like some rich kids!!

my new hair cut is kinda hard to mantain. urgghh! wat i like is tt, its totally black now!! no more brown ends... im so loving black hair!! :)
ohhhh im kinda pissed tt i had to ballot for my leave in march. but yay!!! its approved.... im so darn lucky!!! KL here i come!!! the last time i went to KL was years ago. i wanna be up tt Eye of Malaysia, screaming on those thrilling rides at berjaya times, staying n realxing on Berjaya times suites hotel, shopping ard like no one's business, indulging on the good food of Malaysia!!!
parents r coming along, which also translates to more spendings n lesser fun. but it doesnt matter, i badly need tt break. a short holiday break.

urgh!! night shifts again tonite.... the cycle never seems to end....

~~Love Zann~~

Sunday, February 17, 2008

worries

People ard me r not doing so well n im so upset tt i can do much.
Deepest condolences to Fana n Nazia for the death of their grandma. i hope things r fine. Fana doesnt seem like she's taking it well.
Ven going thru tough times, i really hope she can pull herself thru. Kinda frustrated tt our shifts clashes. Haiz... but im really happy tt im catching up with her this sat.
Zizz is rushing thru his school work cos he lost all his work due to negligence. Poor him. He had to re-do everything in such short time n juggling between work n school. he even suffered a strained neck. catching up with him yest is so good. kinda miss the guy. i'll make a point to make time for him since he's the one who hv lots of commitments now.
Fuzzy is very disappointed with me for not turning up for his gig. He was expecting me to come. I was the only one from work he so-called invite or told abt his gig.... he repeatedly reminded me of it n coincidently, it was the only time where my shifts do not clash. I had the intention to go, but i jus gt stuff to do n i jus dunno who to ask along. i'll have to remind myself tt my goodfren here needs my support. we havent been catching up too. i need to find time to catch up in real time.
i hadnt contacted Yam or San for sometime now. sms a little but tts basically it. i really need time to catch up with pple.
n my dear darling sis..... i miss her.... hanging out together. haiz....

People close to me doesnt seem happy when i told them tt i got back together with Amir... haiz... it worries me alot. a little upseting for awhile, but then again, its a good thing. i knew they meant well. Yes, i made the decision all on my own. i followed my heart.
i didnt exactly consulted anyone about it. im happy with the decision i've made.
i guess they r just worried i might hurt myself again n again.... i really appreciate all tt care n concerns. thanks guys. love u all.... i know... we're talking about my ex, the one who used to hurt me alot alot alot n almost bring me down to insanity.
but i'll be fine. i know wat im doing.

~~Love Zann~~

Friday, February 15, 2008

love is in the air

love love love

amir & azizan

white puma sweater gift fm him

nice!! he's unaware when i snap this

funny look!! hahahz

Earl Swensens at ViVo city... we gt exclusive seats as compared to other couples!!

the yummilicious calamari.... a must-eat item!

crayfish seafood pasta for 2.... its enough for us....

my sizzling apple crumble pie

his banana wrap

ir & iza

reflection

the lovely-dovey us

im tired la baby

night safari.... fun fun fun.... still hadnt had enough!!

hmmmm..... who's tt on the phone?

wats with the face Ir?

at the carpark

i jus wanna fit in the pix... haha... kepo!

iza... ir... in love....

supper at Simpang bedok

amir, azizan, fana, nazia

us at MOS

us again

W-O-W!!!
very very hectic schedule!!!
im so tired, the sofa is where i doze off.... sleep is never enough...

with Ir fetching me with sparkie... i became a lil too pampered....
hehehe.... i need to have less of that...
im too preoccupied with other stuff in life tt i guess i missed out blogging abit about love life.

goshhh... gosh.... GOSH!!! im sooooooo in love with my baby....
i realised tt,(actually i knew all along) no matter wat happens, the only one person tt stays in my heart is him. the one n only reason y moving on is so difficult n getting over it is almost impossible!
love is unconditional. so true!! no matter how much better off in any aspect the next guy is, nothing beats the guy u love most. well, i believe it is!!
i need a guy who loves me wholeheartedly, to manja with, shares my sad n happy moments with, spend my life with.... a guy to pamper me, support n protect me emotionally n physically unconditionally... i dunno how to describe it in words.... i jus love him so so so much
the one im crazy with all the time... no matter wat, no matter how..... even when im in denial...
the one tt i want. fullstop.

though initially i was the one who wanted things to work between us, i think he's the one making most of the efforts..... watever it is, it felt so good.
parents kinda not in the way anymore..... i guess after all we had gone through, they wld hv approve knowing how much we love n fight for each other.

we never did celebrate valentine but since we're both rostered off..... Ir decide to bring me to the Night Safari!! weeeeee~~~~ it was fun!!!
felt kinda lost cos its kinda dark n its my first visit there, so im kinda blur. every little things excites me.... hehehe..... nice! i wld wanna go there again...
prior to tt, we had dinner at Earl Swensen's at ViVo. nice yummy food.

~~Love Zann~~