Happy & Sad

OMG!! I got hm n found out tt my new shoes r gone! Someone stole it... Argh! Its my fav n mum jus bought it for me n it cos over $50!! argh... she'll kill me! Its my fault, stupid me.. I left my shoes outside cos I was too tired n shocked to find Dad at the hall cos Amir is at my door sending me off. I guess I was too panicky to bring my shoes in.
My shoes... my shoes... oh man!

Went out with Amir yest, skip GBE lect so hv more time to spend together.
he going serve NS today... felt really sad.
sort of cried last night but his hugs felt so secure..

we go town to walk ard, had ice creams.. lots of it. we're like snacking n snacking!
catch a movie, an italian one... not nice ah the show but having him cuddling me is good enough! went looking for toiletries for him. We walk to esplanade to hv a talk n tats where I cried cos he's leaving...gosh.. i know he's fit n strong n he'll take care but he's so small. Futhermore, he's so thin now.... im so worried!! There's fireworks there cos its mooncake festival over at singapore river.. it was beautiful... So nice. Im so happy to be with him.
Haiz... im missing him already. Miss his nonsense, miss his smiles, miss his voice, miss him irritating me!

today, i was so tired i woke up late. Was supposed to meet him at 7.30am but its 7.45am when i left home. I got so scared i wouldnt be able to see him, i couldnt contact him cos his hp was cut off. When I reached mrt station, i panicked when i didnt see him. Started crying..
Luckily, I didnt gave up i went ard every part of the mrt station n found him! He was not waiting at the agreed spot! Gosh im so happy, i jus gave him a tight hug! He didnt see my tears. I send him to Pasir Ris station only cos his dad waiting for him there.... was so reluctant to let go!
"see you in 3 weeks Iza!!"he smiled sweetly, pat my head n walked away....
Tears rolled down my cheeks... again....

Later, he called me to tell me he's botak... haha! My baby's botak. Must be so cute, cant wait to see him. Oh btw, he bought a prepaid card so can sms me. He sms to tune in to Power 98 for his dedication. Im so excited, he's ever so sweet. Loves him even more. Y do i have to love this guy so much?

"message fm Amir Hamzah to Azizan: Iza, Dun worry bout me dear. Im gonna be fine. Pulau Tekong's fine. Take care of yourself n plz dun eat too much k. Love u..."
the dedication went something like that. Im eating at that time. Haha.

Mum ask me if i went hm alone yest, i lied n said yes. But she knew i was lying, asked the same qn several times n i had to say YES. I quickly left the room before she ask me further qns. Hate it. I love Amir Hamzah bin Abdul Razak, I dun care. It's my love n no one should interfere. I dun care, I still loves n adores him alot. Dun give a fuck if pple disagree. I LOVE HIM. its my love, my choice.

Finally.....

Today's the day I've been waiting for....
waiting so long to think it over n over again... mind-blogging
i've made up my mind....
i'll go with my heart, regardless of wats gonna happen
i love him

Amir ask me again... i finally said YES!!
he's so happy n so am I
I felt so motivated to do the draggy GBE n im talkin more sense now on GBE.

Oh btw, he bought me a sandals yest, den we went shoppin this morning where he got me a skirt... I love it. No, im not for the money or gift! I genuienly loves him. Always have been!!

tts me n Amir on my bday last yr.. looks familiar? yeah tts SP foodcourt 4 

Suprised!! Love it...

suprise! i love suprises.... i love today!!!~

Start the day off by having breakfast at BK with Ven n Jo. Later, Yaz came over to collect his bday card n present... yeah, i bought him the blue espirit bag but he wanted pink... hehe Didnt got him a cake so i ordered a choc sundae pie as cake. Was glad he's happy. Then, he needed to leave. We didnt do proj at BK cos none of us brought FM notes. We went shopping, we need retail theraphy. I bought a Hugo Boss minature perfume for Amir. Jus wanted to give him something...

YY came and we went shopping at NTUC for ingredients needed for spaggetti. We look like women shoping to cook food for our husbands.. haha!! Ven n me start preparing n cutting the stuff as soon as we got home then immediately cooked the spaggetti... Well, it turn out fine!!

Watched White Chicks when them at home... pirated VCD! Hilarious movie... fun n entertaining. Makes me laugh. Love it. End up, we didnt do anythin at all today. Then I started to get ready for the BBQ.....

The BBQ initially was for Amir's graduation turned out to be my advance birthday suprise!! hehehe... actually kinda expect it a lil bit as i can see clues fm here n there... but its still a nice suprise! Though not much of my own frens turn up, im really impressed withs Amir's effort. I love him. Thank Ven for coming, she's sociable. Oh it turned out tt they all knew bout this n keep me in the dark. Gd job Gals...

Oh wow, I get alot of bday wishes fm pple but felt kinda weird cos my bday is 2 weeks away!! Keep saying its not my bday.... yet, I still get a bday cake, my all-time fav choc cake: prima deli's truffle. Everybody is so sweet. I get alot of advanced bday present too... A sweet perlini bracelet with 'A' on it fm SPA senior plus Soffi, A Roxy photo Album fm Marina n Awadh and alot of things fm Amir!!!
He got me the whole package... a suprise bday BBQ pit for me, food, my fav cake, friends, a fila bag, escada pink handbag, a hand-made card with a red rose attached to it and escada perfume & moisturiser... aww... he's jus so sweet...

the only thing i dun really like bout it is that it didnt really feel like my party cos I dun really feel comfortable at my own suprise party.... hehhee.. but its ok. Another suprise, a bad suprise..... i didnt knew tt there's someone else sharing the party with me!!!! Im suprised.. I mean i knew Azfridah n her bday is on same day as me but she's sharing the cutting cake session with me?? argh... i dun like tt idea. Yah im selfish.. cos its supposed to be my bday party... haha... It also irritates me cos pple all eating her not-so-nice brownie cake jus cos she cut it faster! argh.. I WAN PPLE TO EAT MY CAKE!!! its my suprise party so pple better eat my cake!!! n my cake tatsed much much much better cos its my fav cake n I GOT TASTE. wahahaha... azizan turning evil.. hehe.... i keep saying "eh pple, eat my cake... its so much nicer.. hehe" But i guess pple dun see tt as bad cos Im always good at saying things with a cheeky or sweet smile to make it turn out nice.... so i guess no one see tt as an offence! muahahahhaa......

As I read the card, tears rolled down my cheeks.. Im so touched. I appreciate every inch of his effort. I can feel how much he loves me. It somehow reminds me of how we were in the past. All this makes me realised how much I love him, how much I didnt wanna let him go... How much I wanted him to be mine. He asked me again, this time I cried, Couldnt stop crying cos I love him so much but both side's family dun approve of it. He even had a scoldin fm his grandma when they found out that he was making the BBQ for me. Plz.. plz... I dun want things to get worse. Y is everyone(our families) against us being together. I love him n i dun feel like letting his hand go n dun wan his hugs to end. I LOVE HIM... Im waiting for the day im ready to start things anew!!
oh yah, I gave him the Hugo Boss perfume n he was so happy over it. :)
I was even more touched when he's friends told me tt when he lost his wallet.... wat he was concern about is not his Ic or cards n stuffs but my pictures in his wallet, receipt for cake n BBQ pit...

I'm quite happy today

wahaha.. did proj till late in sch jus now, tomolo do proj again, FM and GBE and probably THL!!
Gosh! guess where we will be doing the project at??? MY HOUSE!! wahaha, my house so messy n untidy!! Dunno y i agree also....

Went home then start cleaning abit abit.. hehe.. abit only.. cant be bothered to clean completely, let them know how busy pple in my house are! hehe.. jus clean my dining table n my tv table. Satisfied ah! :)

Yaz bday tomolo, i havent bought his present.. hehe. Will buy it tomolo... Oh i decided to buy him the espirit net bag. He say he wanted it last time, lets hope he havent buy it.. Meeting him tomorrow at ard 10.30am at Tampines to pass him the card n present in which i havent bought! haha.. He doesnt know tt tomolo he wont just be meeting me, he'll be meeting ven n jo as well.

Oh btw, called Yaz jus now to wish him happy bday. Sadly, he told me he had to delete his friendster's acc cos his gf ask him to. Gosh she's a control freak!! I told yaz to introduce me to her, he said NO! cos she wont like it as I had no direct relations to Yaz. They're like living in a world of their own, no other pple can be involved.Like he told me before, they're supposed to give 200% of themselves, haiz.. no life! haha.. he's been strictly under control. Even telling her tt im jus one of the student in his rock climbing elective is not acceptable. She's freaky!!

Speaking of freaky, another freaky gal... syaqinah.. haha! She's so paranoid.... Keep saying bad things to Amir and hurt his feelings. He so tired wanna entertain her already, he jus keeping low contacts with her n let her say anythin she wants. N not suprisingly, she have to drag me inside too. She said somethin like, "I dun give a fuckin care wat ur relationship with Iza(me) is, wherther u guys r bestfrens, closefrens or even lovers. I dun care n just to let u know tt the whole world is not just bout the both of u. Me n my frens dun hv time to talk bout u guys la. U're not worth my fren n im not losing out if u dun wanna be frens" Wow, she's nasty to say tt to Amir! Like can see her cat claws... meowww... wahahaha... I'm like lazy to bother also!

Jus now received a testimonial fm my ex, Muhammad!! really happy...hehehe... he so sweet. Wrote me a nice testi. Im jus so glad that I can still be liked by my ex and be frens cos ex always turned out bad n ended up hating each other. Wat can I say, he was my first love.. haiz.. those were the times. Its over but memories stays.. hehe...

Tomolo going to amir's graduation BBQ at pasir ris beach.... Hopefully, there's alot of food... hehe.. It has been some time since I last had bbq food. N oh, YY n Ven coming too, Jo cant make it! I miss him.. I miss Amir.. yay tomolo can see him. :)

No money

haiz... now still doin GBE, researchin... AGAIN!!
printing out the papers to be read, analyse n summarise... Gosh! Nightmare!!!

Omigosh!!! Jus receive bill fm StarHub!!!! Arggghhhhh... Dammit... amounted up to almost $80!! How the hell am I supposed to get the cash??? argh! urgh... damn! I'm doomed.... Im a no-incomer.... where to get money by end of this month???

Yaz's bday this SaT too.... dunno wat to buy but I think I'll get him the Green Day new album: American Idiot... Its out!!! Lets jus hope he havent bought it yet....

Going Bugis to do proj... sick of sch environment!

Me n Jolyn acting cute!! ~  

Recovered!

Well... well.. well... Im up n fit again!! abit of the headache still there.....
gosh, it hurts even more knowing there's so many things to be done so many times!!!

today went to sch late AGAIN!! gosh, Im so worried for my attendance for every single module except for CM n WP. ( i wonder y... i dun like both!) im so scared they gonna fail me.. gosh gosh!! until now, my warning letter still not received yet!! I DUN WANNA FORWARD MODULES!!!

Today did FM proj halfway at YY house, I couldnt concentrate... idle most of the time. Im getting lazier... someone help me!!! Thanks to Ven, YY n Jo, I kinda do abit of FM. I mean I cant dun do when they all doin. I was also stoning at the pc in lib when doing TAM report earlier. Ven always had to bring me back on track. Haiz... Im lagging....

Meet Amir later cos I was in Hougang(YY's place n he lives there too) anyway. He want s to me anyway cos he miss me.. hehe.. actually i miss him too!
Just now, he ask me again..... I didnt answer.... Somehow felt so tempted to just smile n say YES but the thoughts of the risk n wat lies ahead of me, held me back. I got alot of pressure from my parents already... enough enough!! haiz... dunno y they so 'against' me going with him!!

I know he loves me dearly n willing to change but if its jus his character tt he's violent, fierce, short-tempered, jealous and possesive..... how the hell am i gonna change tt!!! Its jus his character, no matter how he tries to change it, he will somehow still BE him. The only way, is to accept him for who he was! The question is: Am i willing to do tt n take my chances?? Am I willing to withstand all his flaws n be happily together again?

Sick... urgh!

im feelin so sick n weak..... urgh!

it took me more than two hours in the polyclinic to finally get my medicine n my mc. I was quite happy I was sick today cos its Monday, all worth it man cos I hated Mondays anyway... it's the longest day of sch week, so tiring.

Last night, I was busy surfing doing research. No help for GBE, only did TAM. I was whining from yest night all the way till 3am in the mornin!!! I wasnt only whining about projs, more of the my room conditions rather! I didnt slept till ard 4am. Dunno y I cant sleep also.... Poor Amir had to listen to me whining fm 3 to 4plus am! My room is so messy, I coulnt stand it... Haha, I think he cant stand it too tt he offered to help me clean it up on Tues. My sis cant stand me too.. she woke up in the middle of the night asking me to shut up!

Both sis n me didnt go sch today, we both went to clinic to get MCs! then go TM buy food. Later I call Amir tt I didnt go sch then ask him to come today.... haha... I'm shameless... Yesh, yes I am! hehe... He doesnt mind either!

Wow, my room is so dusty. So tired... But satisfying!!!
My room is not completely cleaned up yet but it looks to much neater now. Im impressed with such little time, I can do so much cleaning... clearing things, dusting, wipping, sweeping, mopping n sweeping n cleaning n mopping and clearing and dusting over n over n over again!! Fuhhhhh!!!! So tiring, I kept sneezing n sneezing n sneezing. I ordered Pizza Hut delivery: Larger Chicken Supreme(my fav), nacho with dip, 12 drumsticks, garlic bread and breadstik!! wahaha... I ate alot. I deserved it... Im sick yet I cleaned my room. But then again, ate too much cos whenever Im sick, my cravings gets worst n todays no exception!!! I had cakes, chicken pie, hor fun, fried bee hoon n of course, all the Pizza Hut yummiez! Haiz.. Y am I so weird??? I eat alot in all situations;happy, sad, angry, stress, sick n so on... WEIRDO!!!!!

me n friends on adventure hike up Bekelah Waterfall in malaysia.... 

Hehe.. tts me outside my house!! 

I love my Family

its been a long time since I spend time with my family... I was glad I went out today!! A day fun-filled with layghters and joy. Had fun window-shopping and shopping!! Somehow felt tt the family bonds getting stronger now! I love my family!! We dine and ate alot together like we used to! Hmmm... I really wonder how much my parents spend in total today cos we're like spending n spending like rich pple n keep taking taxis fm place to place! We paid for 6 taxi rides in total!! I felt so contented with today cos Im always so busy with part-time job and proj and bf last time. Now, I have more time for family n friends!

Oh my bro got a job! He's starting work soon but I'm worried for him as he still have over $800 to clear his hp bill. I'm so tired of giving him lectures and advices, he jus wont listen! so stubborn. My lil sister getting so self-consious these days, haiz.. she's growing up. Mum getting so active in shopping these days but im not complaining cos we can share almost everythin cos we're of same size! I love her handbags n shoes!! Sometimes, I may be seen using her stuffs.. haha.. cool! Dad been so cute these days though he's still as conservative. Just had a scolding from him bout my black-colour nails! hehe.. lucky for me, mum covered up for me! He still nags bout my short skirts n sleeveless tops n etc... haiz... I'm jus so stubborn. Mum too still nags at how lazy i am at housework n how messy the whole house is!

Wow! i eat n eat today non-stop till the buttons on my top unbuttons and my bottom's zip went unzipped! gosh! tts how full i am!!! I wore the wrong clothes ah today, it's so embarrassing n uncomfortable n tight. I hv to keep a lookout tt my zip n buttons r in place!

I went out the whole day tt I didnt hv time to do proj research. Gosh, surely get scolding fm the gals! Oh no.... i hate to do resaerch which r hard to find. Keep going to websites but required info not found, so demoralising n tiring.....

Proj n Fun

Did TAM today in sch... Yay!

Later had brunch at McD clementi. they all ate prawn burger except for me! Haha.. I purposely dun eat it cos I wanna get them to try it first! haha... Thankfully, it didnt turn out nice so I guess its worth it that I ordered a McChicken instead!! wahahaa.. Gals if ur readin this, wahaha.... hehe! No lah, i wanted chicken anyway.....

As any S'porean wld do, we 'chop' place, put our bags n go order! When we came back, the seats were taken up by some ang moh pple! So rude, they refused to leave the table! So mad at that lady, she's lucky i got to know bout it later if not....

Now at Jolyn's house doin proj. Oh wow! her house so nice, very condo type n style! nice nice! then her mum bought pizza! Damn nice! i ate alot..... hehe.. as always!

Fitness level: Zero!

Feelin oblivious. unaware of wats happening in sch.

Lethargic!

Keep eatin fastfood n late-night suppers n immediately fall asleep. Woke up craving for food and went scanning for any food in my fridge. It's been like that since the pre-breakup!

Been thinkin of my health lately... I wasnt as healthy n active as I used to be!! Hate it. Gettin bulkier and heavier too but tt i dun really bother, just my fitness level. Where's the active n energetic me?? Gotta do somethin. Im damn lazy. Like I dun care bout anythin anymore. NAPFA coming, hadnt start training yet. Im a gold medalist or at least silver. Got to know sch stadium under renovation till Feb next yr! Heck! Y cant I have the track??? Dammit..

Hmmm... tryin to do GBE now.. research, research.

Tomolo doin proj at main library at 9am... oh wow! will I wake up in time??? Lets see tomolo. Haha... Goin to Jolyn's house, wonder wats her place look like?? *wonders* must be alot bigger and neater than mine! I was hoping tt we have fun tomolo though it was supposed to be seriuos and rushy. Really want it to fun, spice life abit... Currently life is so mundane.. haiz... I'm seriously deprived of entertainment and fun.

Today's Khas's bday. Guilty. Didnt get her anythin, jus wishes...
A week more to Yaz's bday, no money.. dunno wat to buy also.. he's so branded. I'll jus make him a card la.

YY meeting G celebratin his bday, she's so sweet bought him a cake. Ven n Raf r together but not much news! Raf's hp not in use, poor Ven. I'll be in a state of uncertainty or feel so lost if it was me.. but she's cool... she's always cool, im jus concern bout her health. Jolyn was looking so dead today, she's so quiet but then again, she's always quiet! hmm... maybe she's more moody and stoned today.

OooOoo.... Meet Amir for breakfast! My treat this time. Wow... I'm starting to love the man more n more. He's simply gorgeous n charming..

Me... Bitch??

Y cant i have at least a DAY without worries, without being hurt, without thinking?? Just a DAY!! Im vexed....

Jus ended a conversation with Amir.. crying. Sob! Everythin was fine till....

Ok rewind!
I was so bored on the train back home after YY alighted. I started sms all my close frens to ask them to hang out at Tampines for coffee and cakes or jus catch up with each other! Turned out, everyone couldnt make it, got somethin on. Haiz... busy pple!!
So I started smsing pple again, one of them is Amir. I know he's at home so I sms him to call me back cos I'm so bored. I waited n waited for his response till I almost reach Tamp, n that's when I call him up. He said he'll call me back in a moment...

Everythin was fine till... He told me he didnt call me immediately cos he was talkin to Syaqina on the fone. That's fine, I'm completely ok with that.. dun mind waiting. The thing is I jus cant stand her is that she will say all sort of things bout me when she learnt that he wanted to end the call with her cos he wanted to call me back! Of course, the things she say was not nice at all. Dun understand y she cant hear my name being mentioned n y she got so jealous n angry about! Now, the thing bout Amir is : He cant lie to me!! He really cant, no matter how much he tries to hide or cover it.. I'll find it out from him.

It get even worse when he slips his tongue when he accidentally says " iza.... u'll be suprised if u find out that even ur own fren backstabbs u..." Like I mentioned earlier, he cant LIE to me! When I heard that, I was suprised, curious, upset and angry at same time!! My mind went crazy..... anger, anguish, curious, shattered, disbelieved, betrayed and eager to know who that fren of mine was and wat did that person say bout me!! I got so irritated and frustrated when he refuses to tell me that I increased my tone and sort of "force" him to tell me...

Despite the pain and anger, I still begged him to tell me!! Curousity jus kills me. If u tell me somethin halfway, u better tell me the whole thing... EVERYTHING!!
It turned out that that person is my former classmate Zubaidah! my own yr1 classmate.. she obviously do not know me well enough to judge me. Well I dunno wat her conversations with Syaqina(her colleague at GV during ITP) was but all i know is that, Syaqina told Amir that her frens all labelled me "SUPER BITCH" and Z was one of them. What the heck??? I dun even do any harm to any of them!! I was so hurt.... tears jus rolled down my cheeks, followed by pain o0f being stab right thru my heart.... gosh! BACKSTABBER.... I see Z almost everyday in sch and she bitch behind my back. Ouch! The whole super bitch thingy still hurts....

Wat wrong have I done? Did I anythin or any harm to them? Am I such a bitch, or super bitch rather?? Gosh.. gosh!!! All i know is that my conscience is clear. I've done nothing wrong!! I'm the innocent party here.....
I know the gals all thought that I was the bitch that comes in between Syaqina n Amir.. The thing is, Amir is getting closer to me n asking for a patch! Of course, he loves me deeply n I love him too but I'll be a bitch if i patch back, arent I?? haiz.. well, there's also more than jus that that makes me disagree to go into relationship even when I know I love him so much.. My mind is in such a mess!!

I hope one day I meet up with her to clear things up. I need a face-to-face talk with her and I want Amir to be present as well but he disagree with it cos it'll invite more trouble according to him. But I dun care, I need to clear my innocence.. I have to, I got to....

Summary of Life

Well... well.... let me jus update myself.... Past few months been a dramatic phase of my life, pple close to me should know that.
Jus a summarisation, ok here goes.....


I am single now but im not available tats cos I dun wanna be involved in realtionship yet.. not now, tats for sure... maybe later.
I broke up with Amir on 14 Aug because he's way too possessive(not going into details wat happenned la!) well, forgave him for watever shit he's done but it's still not forgotten! After the break-up onwards, he start to say bad things bout me, callin me a "bitch"! He's so hurt he became crazy then refuses to eat n smokes alot.... His weight drop from 70kg to 55kg.. OMG!!

I had a crush on Yaz(which never meant o be anythin, jus a crush, no more than tat!) some time ago before the break up but not anymore now... He used to like me too at that time but not now cos I keep making him move away from me, so we're just frens now... Oh btw, he did ask me to be his galfren(after i broke up) n he sort of broke up with his gf cos of me(n i knew nothin of this until he told me!) But then again, I guess he finally sort out his mind that I jus wan us to only be frens and my constant reminder of him patching up with his ex, made him move on... yah they patched up now!
I'm happy for him cos I somehow believe that it's not worth it to just throw away a 4-years relationship jus like that!! He, in turn, ask me to consider Amir back....

Amir has been really sweet these days..... he's so cute.. so sweet... kinda hard to resist... heee!
I can see that he's really sincere this time. I know he loves me alot n I know I love him too but somehow I jus feel that having a relationship rite now just aint feel right!
My parents also dun like us to be together cos of wat happened last time(the whole broke thing! very dramatic la wat happened.... ) Mum esp against be to be with someone as possessive and crazy as Amir, she doesnt want me to be involved in relationships now cos I really did affect me. I guess I got affected badly by love thats y!

oh last Thursday, we went on a date to go watch The Terminal at GV Marina then supposedly go have a candle-lit dinner at some posh restaurant at Esplanade but i blew it. Somehow I got so mad with him over some things that i didnt wanna eat there. Oh btw, I didnt know it was a CANDLE-LIT dinner n he had place reservations!! Dammit.. oh gosh, im so stupid!
So he cancelled the reservations and we went to One Fulleton and eat there... quite nice also.. then we and take pic of the Merlion... the view is so nice!! Amir also gave me this red heart-shaped box with gold ribbon and champange pink rose attached to it. Inside it, 7 super-nice Leonidas Praline Chocolates! WOW!! never received expensive chocolates before... of course, I was blown away.....

Then on Sunday, YY Ven Jolyn and me suppose to go Sentosa to jus have fun there but plans have been cancelled cos they're tired! I wanted my holidays so much cos I've been like spending every single day of term break in sch cos of Proj! So i called Amir in the morning to ask him out to Sentosa.... We had fun there, yeah alot of fun... I suntan only for awhile cos the sun not there, it was a cloudy day and it rained for a short while! I had New Zealand's ice-cream!! yum yum.. n we sort of bought alot of food, so it's like a picnic as well.. hehe
Amir threw me inside the water!! oh man.. I wasnt even prepared for that but I had alot of fun! We did some sort of "jetty jump" at the suspension bridge and did alot of flips! haha.. i basically was trying to be a cheerleader.. wahaha.
The sunset was beautiful as well... wow.... we had dinner and he sent me home while he goes to work...

All unplanned BUT turned out GREAT!!

Projects... Projects

hmmmmm.......

projects, projects!!
k but not to worry so much la... TAM, GBE, CM,FM,THL and WP... haiz... sianz..
everything's under control la!
must really thank Ven for keeping this in control and making everythin seem less messy!

TAM: Our questionaire done! yay... jus need to find respondents, collate data, draw up diagram, interprete diagram, write report...
GBE: Go do research. Must be done by Sunday!!
THL: Look into the statues and come up with questions for the company
CM: Still need alot of sourcing... haiz... this one later can do la
FM: Later do also.. qn paper also not given out yet, no need to do anythin for the moment
WP: Hmmm.... i havent figure out wat to do yet.. soon la... soon

Plans!!??
This weekends 'chiong' do proj all the way, esp TAM.... it's due on next wednesday! gosh... but nvm, still can do!!
Initial plan was to go to Sentosa for CM and sun-tanning but plans changed! Have to, got to!! NO CHOICE!!!
Ok.... Sat go sch lab to do SPSS for respondents' responses, go Jolyn house to do excel, diagram and interpretation of data.. if gotta sleep over at her place... we will!! Hopefully, can finish TAM by Sat! hmmm, but YY cant stay cos she got to celebrate g bday.. hehe!
Sunday? ok... do individual research at home for GBE, monday collate....

I hope to do as much as I can for other projects as well.
There goes my weekends.... haiz....

Yay!!

Heeeee yay!!!!

wow.... i finally got my blog done!!
yeah yeah..... all thanks to yuying n jolyn for helping me creating it and for asking me to create one on my own.... wahahahaa....

k i write in soon later....