--**Zany Zany Zan**--: January 2008

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

time for some pictures....

swwweeettt.... yum yum....

messy messy

oooooohhhh i love it!

Nanz bought this for me cos it reminded her of me when she sees it... so sweet!!

chilling....

shopping at expo... dis was sumtime ago... haha

i love love love love love love love dis gal soooooo much!!! muackkzzz

she's drawing out cash.... draw out more dear!!!

i like the Expo mrt station.... so futuristic!

need to say more? its all written all over her!!!
Voted #1 Shopping Queen & Shopping makes me feel happy

our Jewels!!! mine n hers

my sweet artpiece... hahaha

so comfy.... my new ipanema sweet pretty sandals...

my Cotton On sandals suddenly became my mum's. haha i gave it away

touch-up time baby!!

i jus wanna say..... I LOVE U BABY SIS!!!
im workin n she's working so hard to find time together.

u may not hv done well for ur O's but i wont blame or push u....

she request today off cos its my off day too jus so she can SPEND time with me.... awwwwww..... so sweet!!!!! i had lots of plans but i cancel them all for her cos i know she'll do the same for me.

its almost 12pm n she's still asleep while i gt up by 8am. hahahhaa....

~~Love Zann~~

Saturday, January 26, 2008

stress???

ok... im having a hard time managing my time...
feel sick again yest.... doc says its due to stress, insufficent rest, sleep deprivation n overworking!!
my blood pressure went up again... haiz... aiyoohhh... gave me anti-depressant thingy....
my body aching seh... feel so lethargic

i argued n shouted back to my superior... well.. i made a mistake n admit but he's too much, he's just rude. dun think im someone u can push ard. i dun normally burst unless provoke. now, i gt myself into trouble n hv to write statement. watever!!! i wont respect u cos u dun earn tt fm me. take away ur uniform n rank, ur jus nobody.

ok lots to update. let me backtrack abit. its gonna be at random. my injuries r slowly recovering. i can now use my right arm/palm with force. tried doing push ups. its OK!!!! yay!!!
woodlands nite's duration was too long but its fun.... i won a home telephone. hahaha. faizal was so sweet to fetch n send us hm tt day.... ohhh ya i help the magician make the table fly n had to act 3 sets scenes fm the movie titanic. nonsense sehhh.... hahahaha!!!
after tt we went to Mount Faber to chill n play the longest game of UNO at 1.5hrs!!
went to MOS for Iswandi's 24th bday.... was fun n scary.. lots of fights n siti j passed out. we almost lose her. thankfully they ppl ewe're with were certified first aiders n performed cpr before the ambulance came. she was admitted to kk. the incident really scares me off n im trying to stay calm, panic really doesnt help.
went to macritchie reservoir for the hsbc tree top trail but its closed on mondays.... we jus trek ard tt area. my shoes gave way tt day, i threw my nike right after tt.
went shopping with seha n bought myself a blue dress.
went blading with lyana n yati at ECP. finally!!! after such a long time!!! yay.... it wasnt as fun cos we can speed.... we taught yati to skate, poor gal fell a couple of times... ouch!!
after tt went to amir's bbq pit... get to know more pple there.... skate some more when pple r so busy catching up amongst themselves... wahh shiok man... speed up n songs blasting fm my mp3!!!!

had supper n catch rambo 4 with nazia n amir. nice movie. still recovering fm the after effects of the violence fm the movie. took my medicine n sleep. gosh hate the fact tt im so WEAK.
arrrggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!

~~Love Zann~~

Thursday, January 17, 2008

busy busy busy

ok two words: FREAKING BUSY!!!!!!

yupz... been so occuppied with so many things these days
plans here n there... cancelling n making them... kinda tired trying to keep up with it.

im tryin to meet up with alot of pple whom i miss.... trying to find a slot aint easy... now i can only try to plan 2 weeks in advance....

i've been HAPPY. my appetitte starting to g-r-o-w!!! Omigosh... its unstoppable!!

really... been eating so much lately... like i havent eaten for days!!!

right now.... i've been trying to catch on sleep... seem to be missing on that!

sleep deprivation... arrrggghhhh the root to all my crapiness n forgetfulness....

im so tired easily, yet i still try hard to make it for watever plans i had... i dun like to cancel plans unless i really have to...

love the feeling of being loved.....
i knew love was there all along.... u jus need to put those ego down
all that drama can finally end!!
been giving in alot now... plus i dun much hv time due to shift work...
it aint gonna be busy... but im trying to make it work.... *wink*

all that shopping hv to STOP!!! spending way too much alrdy....
i dunno y i keep buying sportswear... they're nt cheap!! we're talking about more than $40 per piece!!! hmmmm, its supposed to be motivating me to do something abt my physical self which i hadnt get myself to do yet!!

my palm still hurts when i pressed it down or accidentally hit it.
its alrdy irritating me n restricting my movements!!!
urghhhh!! i can even wear gloves to do physical stuff.... wearing my wrist guard hurts too... so skating will hv to wait!!!! urrgghhhh!!!!!
taking care of the wound slows me down, hv to do things slowly...

speaking of which, i drag morning shift so much! simply cldnt wake up!!
reported late... took cab.... rush rush.... etc...
cab fares r ridiculous!!!! my ezlink card value seem to be depleting so quickly... hmmmmm

i tot Dec 2007 was a busy period for me.... Jan 2008 is the busiest!!!
thankfully i hv an organiser to help me keep up with my appt n activities...
hope things slows down by feb....

i miss lots of pple now..... im trying to find time to schedule a meet-up
pple i wanna meet:
- Ir
- KakReeina
- Venassa
- Shaz
- Zizz
- Widya
- Ala
- Eddy& Shaf .... n lots more!!!

~~Love Zann~~

Monday, January 07, 2008

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funny!!!

see!! its jus minor injury only.... my palm hurts the most, the wound is quite deep!! i cut a few layers of skin to clean it. still hurts now. haiz such a hindrance esp when working.

look at them so relaxed eh.... i was shivering by then.

the old-skool favourite coloured "air batu". its 50cents ok! so expensive.

Saz, Fana n An happily eating at Changi V

Lela enjoying her food, didnt bother when i was snapping her pix

our colourful drinks. so pretty eh!!

its funny how the simplest things can excites me.

its like an instant happiness :)

a simple text msg, call which may sometimes mean nothin more than jus "hello"

meeting is so exciting, so looking forward... im willing to cancel my plans jus to see u. hehe. i may not show it but im so happy deep inside.

hehe. i miss tt. tt feeling of falling in love. or hv i fallen??

or maybe i hv always been in all along??

hmmmmmmmm.....

its funny how quite a number of pple knew about me falling off my bike at Ubin. haha. paiseh. so fast ar pple know!! i dun take mc cos of my fall ok, im really sick yest. aiyoohhh... hehe.

anyhow, my wrist still hurts. it hurts stamping. ouch.

supposed to be blading at ECP today but Lyana didnt want to cos of my injury :(
i badly wana blade!!! miss it. haiz....

the botanic garden photography session with Matt on 18jan hv to be cancelled too!! urghh!!

arrrggghhhh i keep having to cancel on my plans!! irritating!

funny went hm with Dila n went to BK. weird service given. hehe

Dila's responsible for tt!! cos she wldnt wanna give her number to tt guy :P

but the burger is good. n the onion rings. yum! so filing :)

its funny how the rumour abt Fahmi n me maybe wasnt a rumour. maybe cos its initiated by the person himself. hmmm maybe some pple really want tt attention huh?? hmmm i definitely dun need it.
im sick of it infact!!! im trying to stay low all along n being cant-be-bothered by watever happening n im happy wif it. if u want attention, at least, dun make use of me. upsetting seh.

somehow, wat some wise frens said makes sense. i aint gona do anythin abt it cos it doesnt affect me. i can deal with rumours pretty well all these while, so its all good.. i jus need to be a lil careful i guess....

im glad my frens knew who i was n was sure tt i wldnt do certain things tt wasnt me. so good to know tt :)

~~Love Zann~~

Sunday, January 06, 2008

overexerting myself

hmmm..... lets backtrack abit
ever since we crossed over the new year.. i've been rather busy...

i got sick on 3jan... contracted by the flu virus, followed by fever...
my eyes gt watery n developed some irritating headache. i clnt sleep tt nite but i hv to report to work by 8am the day after. took medication n left. when im sick, my movements r slow, so obviously i hv to report late for duty for abt 15mins. my condition worsen tt day, 4jan, i almost wanted to report sick n took mc but i cant, i alrdy performed few hrs of ot n the next shift is wif my own team, so i figured it shd be ok. true enough!! i gt good deployment. chhoo-choo train!! ohh yeah. i took some medicine fana recommended but i dun think it works! my fever gt higher n higher.
i cldnt even concentrated on the job!! Mr Ng was nice enough to let me sleep n rest for awhile n told me nt to do counter n go standby at x-ray instead. luckily the Cisco guy who did x-ray was Marzuki, he entertain me abit. by tt time, i was shivering like mad. was wearing uniform plus my bomber jacker plus the i-care jacket n still shivering!!! gotta thank radiah for the i-care jacket!! i was "high" by tt time alrdy.

Fana was so sweet to wait for me aft work. Pple fm train usually go hm late. Abg Ipin offered to send Su, Afzan, Fana n me hm, he's so sweet!! we all live in the east - tamp/bedok/pasir ris while he live in woodlands! Ir picked me up fm work cos he gt to know im sick. So went off with Ir instead. We had supper at Simpang n do some catching up. i hadnt seen him since 4dec. i gt hm ard 2am. had wake up at 7am for my cycling trip at pulau ubin, but i didnt. when Saz sms me at 8.15am, tts the time i woke up. rushed to get ready cos Saz n An alrdy under the void deck, i can see them from my kitchen. haha! i couldnt decide which to take but An told me to take his!! yay..first time on SP! plus he's kinda big so i feel safer, ermmm Saz's rather small. hehe.

Den go fetch Fana at her plc den to white sands to meet Lela. she dunno how to go changi on her own. so cute on her guilera. had mac breakfast there, den off we go to Changi v!!! wahhhh the new arrival/dep hall there is so nice, unlike the old one! even the boat rides r not so bumpy now!! :)

its Saz n Fana first visit to Ubin, Lela's second, me n An been there a couple of times. An's grandparent used to live there so he hv childhood memories at Ubin. Fun trip!! we went to explore so many places, kinda got lost a little n went to some dead end. but we gt back on track. oh yah, we visited An's grandparents abondoned hse. they moved out 3 yrs ago, now its a mess n the govt gonna demolished it soon. we had to leave our bikes outside n walked thru the bushes to get to the hse. An looked pretty sad. "this is where i used to sleep on... the tv used to be here.... behind tts the durian tree... etc" i felt eerie in tt hse. like "someone" was there. the mirrors/closet/ doors/ rooms... scarry! at tt time i feel like slapping Saz to shut him up, he wldnt stop taking unnecessarily n making "offensive" jokes n touching things ard the hse. An is another one, telling us tt this is the spot where he had his "encounter" with "her" so n so... Fana jus keep taking pictures ard n asking An qns after qn. haha cute! Me n Lela kept quiet all the way cos we both felt the same way i guess. When we're at our bike, Lela snap at Saz for being so complacent. hahaha!!!

so many up n down slopes.... down slopes r ok, up slopes r the killer ones, he had to get off the bikes n push!!! tiring... ohhh speaking of slopes, i fell off the bike from a series of steep slopes.... haha!!! they were all far ahead of me but i was moving at high speed i overtook them downslopes, den i realised my breaks were nt working.... i lost control n threw the bike to the left n fell to the right. oucchh!! its painful.... wounds everywhere. my skin got peeled off n my attire filled with mud. even my $89 dry-fit pants gt torn!! ouch heart pain!!
the injury hurts but still bearable!! :) the guys were so sweet when they help me when i fell. didnt wanna be such a wimp n spoil the day so we jus proceed on venturing....
it was tiring but fun. i rem Ubin but somehow, it looks different now. even An said so. the path, the Nordin beach n etc. we were all tired but we still had time for picture-taking. haha. im the cameraman for the day. Lela's digicam is with me all the time! snap snap snap!! :P

left ubin n had Nasi Ayam Penyet at Changi V. its raining so we cant move off, so we chill somewhere first. cldnt decide wat to do next even when the rain stopped. We plan to catch a movie together later. Fana insisted tt i had my wounds cleaned so we went to her hse n chill. watch "snakes on plane" on hbo while eating, he mum cooked noodles. i didnt know her bro was my junior in sec sch till he told her he knew me. haha my medic was my jr!! thx Shamir!! he did a gd job though it was painful n i feel like punching his head when he was cleaning it with alcohol n pressing down the wounds. haha. Fana was so sweet to give me a new pair of clothes on. they were all tired so we all left hm. An send me hm. i rested for awhile n went out to fetch sis fm work n buy supper. i slept immediately when i reached hm. i cldnt woke up this morning cos my body was aching all over. im in pain!! fever is running high n i totally lost my voice. im still upset tt i gt sick so early this yr!!! but.... Fana n Fahmie called this morning to go doc so i decide nt to go work. Kinda wasted cos i wanna go work today, supposed to do ot today too with team Charlie. i told abg champion im gonna do ot, i hadnt seen him for awhile. haiz.... next cycle la.

all i did today is eat n sleep. boring!!
i've been taking my medication this time. im "high" on drugs now. haiz. i wanna work.

~~Love Zann~~