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My Life Journey.... My Ups & Downs.... My Happiness... My Joy.... My Smiles... My Sorrows... My Pain.... My Loneliness.... My solace.... I have always been a loner....I am jus different... A Smile doesnt always mean happiness...

Sunday, May 21, 2006


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Bowling day....

my day was fun... ok a short update.
i was down with fever n bad bad flu.. esp last nite. cldnt sleep well, keep tossing n turning
my nose was even bleeding.... my body too hot i guess!!

woke up early, turn off air-con n sleep again. better this time. but overslept!!
wasnt feeling well n i didnt feel like going to tamp Safra for Bowling[co event thingy] but if i didnt turn up, my team will be forfeited. that will b selfish, isnt it.
i step out of the hse, felt so tired i flag a cab. but still late, of cos. [overslept]

reach there but my team seem pissed. they ought to anyway, so i dun really care. everthing was fine thereafter.
well, bowling was ok but i suck. hahaha. we didnt win obviously but it was fun.
each time there's a strike/spare we all jump in excitement. funny. lol.

after tt played arcade, im still good at Street Fighter man. n im the best reckless driver!!!
den we chill at coffeeshop. haha. so apek-apek style.
they all headed hm or somewhere else n left me, Shaf n Joyce.
at first, we were jus aimlessly walking... in the end we did spent the day well.
wanted to watch movie but boy, the q is jus too long. so we jus walked ard TM. every1 was complaining hw sick we all were of TM or the whole of Tamp Central.
den they both teach me go play pool. both gd players, im jus amatuer. aiyah i jus learnt man!!
hungry n we ate at Carona/Cavana Chicken Rice cos tt uncle craving for it..
after tt jus sit near mrt station n jus do nothing but tickling n laughing n playing with our hp cam... hahahaha....

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Busy... suddenly...

as soon as i found myself so free... i became preoccupied... tts fast.
the whole week im kinda busy...

mon: visit at CGH.... gosh, he look so healthy but doctors knows best! i hope nothing severe will happen to him, i cant hv anyone in my family having heart problems again.... i been through tt grueling process.. its hard.... syukur he's fine

tue: visit at SGH.... was kinda shocking to know she had an Ops n hospitalised. i jus spoke to her few days ago n how i was amazed n proud tt she could stop smoking abruptly. doc says she's doing fine... glad she's fine!

wed: shopping with Mum. initially she jus wanna pick me up fm work, end up having dinner together n went shopping. i figure out tt its best she picked her own mother's day/bday gift. so went fm one jewelery shop to another. kinda interesting tt very few carries yellow gold. she prefers yellow gold n white gold's price is ridiculous. in the end, we settled for bags. she was afraid tt i wldnt spent much so she chose the cheapest bonia bag. cute! but i dun fancy it at all, told her to pick watever she wants. end up i spent $300, doesnt matter i like it n think its kinda worth it. mum's so cute she want everything nicely packed, insisting on bonia paper bag also. den we went to cust svc to get it all-wrapped up in gift wrapper cos she wants to open it on mother's day itself. hahahaa... cute!! i totally forgotten tt i needed the money to save for my upcoming trip.... sheesh...

thu: went to gym with Lina n Val for a short while. chk out Tampines's new Gym... oklah not bad, i wld still prefer California Fitness though. i didnt work out much, i was kinda lame n lazy. i didnt even feel any strain.... haha... we didnt bring any towel so we tore n ripped Lina's towel into 3 pieces... wahahaha...
Dad was sick... n he's getting very very sensitive. cos i didnt call n ask how he is, he's upset over it. im so sorry dad, i love him n of cos i really do care. Nothing's more important than my family.

fri: ahhhh... my final day to take a rest!! i wanted to go out but i went straight hm cos i know my dad will be upset if im not hm. bought some snacks for him n sis, he finally eat something in days. yes im home today!! watched tv all night...

tmr is Aniss's wedding.... she's finally getting married n im excited... wanna see her as a bride!

i sensed some hostility at work. i tot i was jus being sensitive over it but i think i get the msg now. some colleagues even noticed it n approached me... kinda make me feel it even more. haiz... i dunno wats going on. all i know is tt i was being my normal self all along but was given an unexpected response. well, i cant make pple like me so its really up to them. wanted to talk things out but was advised by someone to jus let it go cos i was alrdy considered as an irritance. if someone feels tt[negatively] bout me, nothing i can do bout it. sad how things goes this way....

its been some time i last talked to Ir... he's on his fishing trip now...
somehow... it feels like he's so far away... Our schedule always clashes, hated tt!!

i'll wrapped up this entry with a phrase by Andrew....
"Eh... u have a large family ar?? u have tt 'big family' look!!"
wahaha... its not really tt big, jus 5 of us... 5 very different pple.... but i wld love to have more siblings...

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Voting Day over....

ok so voting thingy is over.... hahaha....
quite exciting.. not as dramatic as polling in other countries but it was quite exciting... n i got to VOTE for the very first time.... last time to vote was at 8.00pm sharp, gates will be closed by then.... hahaha... my voting place is jus the school opposite my block n i came there ard 7.47pm. muahahahahhaa.... yeah i can say im the last one man. so cool!! no queueing, no waiting.... the last number/name to be striked off fm the long list.... wow!!

it suddenly rained so heavily once i stepped out of the school... drenched in rain even though i had an umbrella.... jeng jeng jeng.... bad sign for the polling results?
we later watched the news anticipating the results, its not suprising who's gonna formed our government for the next 5 years.... wats suprising is to know how many pple aged 21yrs n above in the Tampines constituency!! my goodness.... i was so shocked!! im living in a town with the largest number of citizens n Tampines is so small.....

haiz... feel so good to be 21 n being qualified for PP n voting... too bad for the kids born in 1985 and later.... wahahahaha.. ok tt sounds so bad.. but its the fact man!!

ok enough bout the voting thingy....
today, the sun was damn hot today.. the heat was unbearable.... gave me a headache!!
had fun eating n eating n eating at Seoul Garden.... bro's treat!! thank u.... love u!!
chitotz.... tt day i paid for 4 pax on the same day[sun] n place but somehow bro seem to pay lower for 5 pax.. dammitz!! next next week my turn for the treat... i wonder where to dine??? Sakura[buffet], BaliThai, Seafood, Cafe Vienna, Swensen, Fish&Co, Gurame??? haiya i dunno la... the family is so indecisive!!

haiz.. to be honest, im really getting sick of going out to eat/dine together or shopped ard together with the family or jus stay home, chill n watched tv.... i mean, i love it, sunday is or family day together but... its kinda getting routinal.... i wanna go ECP cycling or picnic at beach or go camping.... or hike at bukit timah.... or canoeing... too bad they all r jus not interested... haiz....
im like... always the odd one out...
but then again, they might be tired.... understandable. my dad hv medical backgrounds.. understandable. or they r jus not interested. sheesh. tts so sad.
i got the urge to go for a weekend holiday again... anywhere.. just outta here!! haiz...

having too MUCH time is jus so weird.... i dun like it...
driving me nutz!!! i NEED to find a way to keep myself busy.... oh yah i read my sis sch work!! kinda refreshing!!! im so proud i still recall my sec sch work.... man, im GOOD!! lol

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Mission Impossible 3

wow!! love the movie....
simply love it!!! its just AWESOME!!!!
go catch it.....

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

i had too much time... im getting tired of this lifestyle....
TV have been good anyway.

Love American Idol.... Chris, Kathrine are my fav. Paris tooo... good talents!!
Anugerah SKRIN... love this competition.... wow they r so talented, so eloquent..... i cant speak like tt in malay... esp impromptu senarios.... i give it to them man!!!
Dia, ahhhh jus love it!!
Seoul far Seoul Good.... its good to see the familiar places i went to when i was in Seoul!!!
i had early shifts so i had the chance to catch Oprah n ET Tonite..... n lots lots lots more.....

oh btw, thanks to my big mouth.... now i got assignment fm my boss....
muahahhahaa.... Joyce n Fizah also kena....
we all have to organise Chalet BBQ.. shit!! he's serious bout it....
its gonna be challenge as pple in the office are not fond of going to company's event..
ok.. Bowling competition next... wahahaha.. we're so gonna lose real bad!!
lol.... Cutie Bootie...