--**Zany Zany Zan**--

My Life Journey.... My Ups & Downs.... My Happiness... My Joy.... My Smiles... My Sorrows... My Pain.... My Loneliness.... My solace.... I have always been a loner....I am jus different... A Smile doesnt always mean happiness...

Saturday, March 31, 2007

memories of 12 weeks we had --- ICA 01/07










































pictures paint a thousand words....


gonna miss all of them....



~~Love Zann~~

Batch 01/07 graduated on 30mar07

a series of events happened. doesnt matter la.

been rather tired n busy lately
whole week we hv trg outside HTA....so we've been to different chkpoints in Singapore
i think i like coastal command the best!! its highly unlikely tt i'll be posted there!

had exams on thu n fri..... rushy rushy!! last min study!!!
thankfully Saz passed me his notes, i dun even hv notes on my own
he passed some tips too... hehehe
exams wasnt as difficult as expected... still manageable!! i jus hope i wont fail...
as usual, no one was completely honest when it comes to test/exams.... alot of discussions n exchange of answers going ard the super big lecture theatre... kinda fun!

Graduation ceremony was also last min.... hehehe
Mus n me hv to draft our scripts at last min.... esp for me!! they wan it done on the spot before the lesson ends... so i had to do it during lectures n nt pay attn in lecture
i was told by instructors tt i wasnt supposed to be informal n follow my own drafted script, i cant say/do things on impromptu basis.... haiz....
but things are good!!! everythin went well!! i do admit i was a lil nervous up on tt stand infront of the senior mmgt officers n guests but at least, i didnt stumbled on my words.
at least, being an emcee, i got noticed n they came n mingled ard during the tea reception :)
Mus's speech was moving.... fuhhhh..... nice!!! he use some strong phrases...
i love the photo montage!! so sweet n touching... awwwwww... really gave credits to Saz!!
our photo montage kinda interesting cos we hv an edge over other batches cos we hv pictures of activities outside HTA itself!!! hahahaha.... karaeoke sessions, classroom pix, practical classroom lessons, lessons at auditorium, EECUS trg at woodlands, lecture theatures, HTBC, presentation, interactive group games, pix in MRT/bus, pix of hospital visit(yazeed landed in accident), Asnor's wedding, mkn2 pix of everywhere!!!!! gosh..... im really gonna miss everything.... 12 weeks course ended so fast!!! gonna miss everyone n the times we spend together... esp those 10 pple posted to Tuas command.... haiz... well... life's about changes.....
The EverReady boys did a gd job performing their item too.... we all didnt expect fm them so its quite a suprise!! alot of pple having concerns bout them performing n even come up with a backup plan but i gave my trust to Jas to make it happen n it did.... See, i told the rest of the guys to jus relax.....
so as of now, we all hv to wear full uniform during operation hours.... hmmm... gonna miss my white polo-t.... it has alot of fond memories!!
will post some pix here soon... when i hv the time
oh btw, yes, im posted to Woodlands Command but nt sure which team yet...

yest was abit rushy..... aft grad, we went to powell to buy some shirts!!
i bought a black hm team polo-t n ice cream
den rush back to tamp n off to ntuc to buy lotsa of titbits for our batch bbq pit
reached hm, pack n unpacked my stuff, shower n go out again....
received alot of phonecalls fm my fellow batch mates... hahahahaha... they kept bugging me!!
cant blame them cos im the IC n im nt there yet... lol
Matt was alrdy waiting for me while i try to settle stuff at hm.... den we all squeezed in Hyundai Getz to get to eastcoast.... hahahaha
everyone was complaining of nt having sufficient time, tiredness and hungry... heh!
the BBQ pit was alrite la, excpt tt toilet is freaking far away!! alot pple left ard 11pm.... i was kinda bored so i''ve been feeding myself bbq food n titbits all nite long... hahha
the fun started at ard midnite where we lepak2, sharing hilarious stories/jokes n playing all kinds of games till 7am!! Oreo for breakfast!! hahahahaha

hmmmmm..... i jus gt back fm a saloon..... gt a haircut which i dun really like
i want my long hair back!!! :(

~~Love Zann~~

Monday, March 26, 2007

im home

gt back hm yest...
suddenly felt tired... hadnt been to my hometown for some time....
suddenly nt used to the "kecoh-ness"in the hse!! hahahaha
so used to being in quiet plc... alone... hahahaa

i dun miss hm actually.... but kinda miss the atmosphere here.. hehee
hadnt met bro for sum time alrdy.... jus found out tt his bestie, imran gt engaged yest n he's the best man!! miss my bro!!
of cos, i miss my darling sis too... its like everytime i came back... i'll forced everyone to get out of the hse n go out wif me.... but eventually i only managed to drag sis out.. hahaha
den as usual, i'll be a food runner n everyone will start to call me up n ask me to buy food for them... either that, or we'll all go out for a treat sumwhere.... the routine/tradition never die!!!
im fine.... tts jus normal.... it runs in the family....
bro nk step pay for the food konon.... chey!! ohhh jus gt to know he sell off his bike n is buying a new one.... hmmmmm.....

i wasted an opportunity yest.. shd hv been more prepared!! urghhh
told my parents bout it n i cant believe tt they actually r supportive of wat i wana do....
tt alone made me happy... it meant alot cos it's so hard to get them to agree or at least be supportive of me!! im always fighting to get wat i want/or bring across...
well... i guess they knew im old enough to think on my own


~~Love Zann~~

Saturday, March 24, 2007

wild-er???

hmmm im getting sick of pple tellin or nagging at me tt im wild now!!
urgghhh!! stop it k!!!
im not!! watever la.... pple hv their own perceptions of me... i dun care la

well, maybe now i get abit of freedom n im using it wisely la.. hehehe :P

last week, went to DXO wif San... hahaha tts weird cos its jus the two of us
i wasnt really in the mood la... but its alrite!!
i came ard 1am n the plc close at 3am!! sucks!!
aft tt we chill by the esplanade n as san was talking to me.... I feel asleep!!
hahahha i actually fell asleep... was freaking tired la, i was directly fm work man!!
its so cold outside seh... i slept for sometime till sunrise... da penat sgt ar!!

hmmm.... so i've been to Momo, MOS, DXO.... wats next???

yest, i was freaking tired too n its raining!! but i didnt wanna waste my weekends!!
so i went out la kareoking wif my friends.... meet Saz along the way... den meet up wif Lyana n the rest at orchard....
ok la... its fun... excpt i dun sing n i dunno mly songs much...
we stayed up till 1am den go chill at mac for supper....
aft tt i dun feel like going back yet.... wanted to go Devil's actually but cancelled.
so yam called Don n he's at hm!! hahaha the party dude is at hm??? suprisingly!! he immediately came over to meet us up... semangat gile!!
everywhere seems dead on a friday.... its alrdy 3am.... no more movies too
so we jus chill at some place den yam left.... Don send me back..... he actually went back hm to get another helmet!! hahahahaha

hmmmm... life's nt wilder.... its jus more activity now....
n im ceasing every opportunity i get.... im still me.... i hadnt change much
sori if, with my busy schedule, i neglect or ignore anyone.... im sorry... i'll make up for it soon...

y issit to find happiness n the special someone???
my happiness seem so short-lived.... haiz.... this sucks!!
hmmm.... y cant someone love me??? maybe im jus so hard to love.... hahaha...
its alrite i guess..... at least, im fortunate enuff to experience it in the past...
im nt gonna find... let nature take its course....


~~Love Zann~~

Friday, March 23, 2007

week at HTA

quick updates again!!

hmmm... been busy....
ohhh lessons back at HTA!! im loving it
back to 1.5hr lunch.... catered teabreaks.... ohh so pampered!!

ohh btw, for the first time i went to CDA area in the middle for the nite!!
tts cos i need to pass Z his fireman glove cos he left it behind
the road's pretty isolated n spooky....

i havent been sleeping much lately.. having insomia maybe!!
lessons are going at fast rate.... WITS is pretty interesting... i like the presentation
ohh btw, we had combined 01/07 n 03/07 lessons at lecture theatre!! cool!!
cant believe tt 02/07 alrdy grad before us!! tts cos they hadnt gone for HTBC yet...
anyway, graduation will be nxt friday.... im gonna be the emcee for the day!!
pressure... pressure!!! urgghh stage frights la...

ohhh i been having alot of late nite suppers!! getting so bloated seh
for the first time i went to jln kayu n eat there.... cant believe its so close to tt army camp we normally past by...
Abg Yazeed meet wif an accident infront of HTA aft class... he's ok now...
we visited him at NUH on tues n had supper at westcoast....

KL trip cancel!! im organising a BBQ pit this sat....
we watched 300 at Jurong point n ate at banquet jus now.... nice movie!!
tmr going kareoke at nite....
need to make full use for my time while i can.... before we all separated to diff commands n teams....
cant believe the course ending soon... gonna miss everyone
took some pix jus now.... i wan more for memory's sake
will post pix here soon!!!

updates on the 4th HTBC guys:
the scdf 23rd ERS guys completing their course nxt thurs....
the Prisons Officer graduating tmr... so cool.. saw
the Police guys.... sori for them it'll only be passing out in june!!

its cool to bump into Ash n Don fm prisons at HTA jus now...
bump into Ash n Syed fm SCDF in bus 172 to boon lay jus now too.. they gt nites off jus nw

~~Love Zann~~

Sunday, March 18, 2007

pix asnor's wedding










the pix was taken some time ago....
not all turned up cos we're all on diff shifts...
last mth actually.. its asnor wedding!! gosh, he's married now...

~~Love Zann~~

Saturday, March 17, 2007

bday... trg... movies...

yest n today i found alot of pple wif the same bday as me!!
i dunno y it still excites me to find out tt someone else share the same bday as me
i've yet to find someone with the exact same bday as me: 07oct1984
tt'll be my mission for now!! hahaha

work's pretty ok.... 2 more aftn shifts to go!! end of OJT!!
den go back to HTA for further trg... no more shifts alrdy!!
damn! i lost my notes man...

nxt thu's TMNT movie outing... yay!!
hahaha my childhood cartoon days... i like the blue turtle... somehow i dun like April, she always invite/spell out troubles!!
hmmm supposedly to be our 01/07 batch outing.. an impromptu one but i doubt everyone will turn up... i alrdy predicted who's going n who's nt.... hahahahahaha...
hint hint: "east rocks"
Zool n Radin n maybe Fazreen will be joining the rest of us too....
sis wanted to watch Stomp the Yard nxt week too.... cant wait!!
ohhh.... i can really forsee a better week!! :)

~~Love Zann~~

pink












~~Love Zann~~

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

pretty relaxed day

happy 48th bday to mum!!
her bday's yest n she's now in kl.... actually genting as of now...

gt hm yest.... the hse was pretty empty....
sis was asleep!
i was freaking hungry so i ask the "168 bus mbrs aka eastside rocks" to alight at tamp n join me for supper cos i dun wanna eat alone
so they all actually followed me!!! so me, jasman, radin, zool, janna and firdaus walked all the way to asyalihin to eat... lol
so i treated them drinks....
i had my fav super spicy beef char kuay teow while the rest had western food
we all had alot of fun with the kind of jokes n riddles we shared over food... hehehe
jas's riddles are like so lame n funny.. hahahhaa
poor thing, the bedok guys had to take cab hm with midnite charge!
my ex, matt, n his bestfriend were there too... was nice to see him aft some time

today's bestie's ORD/ROD day.... he's released fm NS... happy for him
lets jus hope he'll get a job soon
gosh i really miss him.... hadnt had time to meet/catch up

woke up in the morning cos sis had to go school....
spent whole morning lazing ard n chatting on msn.... wow so many pple online!!
fun chatting la jus now...
sis came hm n started nagging me to get ready
we went to orchard to look for the guess wallet mum wanted n found it!!
we're both craving for subway cookies n sis wanted green apples as well...
later it rained so heavily we cant go anywhere so we decide to go back to tamp
its so wet there's puddle of water everywhere.... gt my feet all wet man!!
n im having blisters fm my new pair of heels jus now, wet feet makes its even more slippery n it hurts!!!
later we had dinner at delifrance!!! yay!! had our usual stuff n had sudden urge of having the fruit tartlet...

i didnt know there's a new method of getting to know someone....
jus now, a guy went past me n approached me n started talking as though he knows me
i jus cldnt recall who he was.... he clm he knew me... hahaha.. den ask for my number cos he's in a rush..... later he smsed me n admitted tt he didnt know me at all n wanted to get to know!! tts was pretty cute.... hahaha

hmmmm.... it turn out tt kl trip may hv to be cancelled due to low response... sob sob
well im still gonna go somewhere before i graduate n start to be posted to teams
was thinking kl or bkk or batam or tioman.... hmmmm....
nt sure but i really wan a short weekend break

oh btw, pay jus came in n i spent so much alrdy
i jus cant hv cash with me, i tend to slurge unnecessarily...

~~Love Zann~~

Monday, March 12, 2007

miss my lil monster at hm

yay its finally MONDAY!!!
i miss my sis badly.... jus my darlin monster at hm
im coming back hm sweetie....

tmr's off day... hope to spend the day really wisely....

i work up really early today despite sleeping really late ard 4am yest...
hahahhahahha... now im freaking full cos im damn happy tt tmr's off day again so i feed myself well... n pay's alrdy in.... cheers!!!

~~Love Zann~~

Saturday, March 10, 2007

nothing better to do.... im bored



















im so bo liao now....
k gtg work....
haiz its the weekends!! boo hoo!! :(


~~Love Zann~~