Belated Xmas & Advanced New Year!!!

hey its the season to be jolly.... lalala lala la la...

its also a time to gain weight! heee

in the office alone, there's so much goodies, at hm there's more too..

chocs n cakes everywhere...

so my christmas eve was ermmm.... ok.
the christmas lunch was so-so... not tt fabulous actually, office pple r so cheap-skate! den for the stupid christmas draw, i got a chinese herbal tea in which i hv no idea wat it was as it was chinese wordings all over the box. tts so URGH....
nvm, i gave tt to mandy while i took her Raffles Hotel's fruitcake.
i still hadnt eat it though.

moving on.... left the office... disaster stikes...

the first time i met Amir for the week, i received insults again! haiz... its not the first time he does tt casually... this time he said, "iza, ur shoe looked funny wif tt outfit ur wearing.." arghhhhhh tt instantly angered me... it hurts so bad i cried...
tts not wat every gal wants to hear when she first met her guy for the week.
those words kept running thru my mind like tape recorder playing over n over again n it hurts alot... alot alot!! den i started to feel ugly, feels like going hm... felt stupid with tt shoe on!
But the funny thing is, pple in office was saying nice things bout me n my outfit b4 i met him but said the otherwise... haiz...
of cos, when im hurted i jus let my emotions go, no matter where i am... we were at PS tt time n tear s cant seem to stop cos those words kept playing on my mind...
den i started to feel tt he changed, his ways r more casual towards me n abit more 'kasar' [rough]... unlike last time where im treated like a princess...
he used to hug n kiss me when we met...
he used to put his arms over me, pat me, kiss my head n smell my hair..
he used to smile n say nice things...
but he's nt all tt ever since he went NS...
of cos, his reasons will be "im used to be like this in army with my frens"
but to me, tt excuse is unacceptable!! im his gf, he better adjust himself tt this is me n not one of his frens in army...
im starting to feel insecure... starting to feel tt he no longer love me as before...
so i escape fm him when i had the chance n switched off my hp...
3hrs later... we contact again... he's already in clementi while im still in PS.
Thankfully, he was sincere in his apologies this time n came back to me to comfort me..
NO, i was wrong...
he still loves me as before... he still does... its jus tt he's less sensitive towards me cos he's surrounded n living with bo-chap guys for 5days in a week.
i told him bout my insecurities n everythin was back to the way it was...
my loving Amir is back!!

we went off to Clementi mrt station n took taxi down to Poly Marina for SPA Black-out Christmas Party... hahaha everyone supposed to wear black but we purposely wore our whit jackets over our black top.
well... the new members of SPA was alrite, they're nice friendly pple...
my gosh n tt MC was damn funny. i love it...
for this exchange present, i got a sports pouch wif 2 complimentary zoo tickets.. its fm Latiffah while a junior got my presents[chocolates!]
den after midnight, its dancing time...
hahaha... we rocks... nah considered the best la cos the rest dun dance... they only look.. tts so BORING!!! but oklah, i managed to pull some pple over to the centre to dance....
pple was asking, 'how do u dance?'
tt a simple answer, 'jus shake ur body, move ur leg to the beat... n better still, shake tt ass!" hahaha...

n yup, the most common qn of all: "azizan, u go clubbing rite!"
pple.... no... really, NO... i dun... i dance in my room n im talented cos im a dancer, not a regular clubbing-goer.... neither am i, a frequent party-goer...
i may look like one[i dunno y also!] but i really am under control of my parents even at 20!!

My Dreams r shattered....

i always wanted to be a policewoman...
it was my childhood ambition.
pple who found tt out will smile n laugh at me...
they doubt it!

it really was something i plan to settle down as a job...
i want the 'on-the-job' kinda job n i wanna hv my own desk but dun hv to be office-bounded all the time...
but...
i found out tt i didnt qualify for the height criteria...
min height was 1.57m while im only 1.52m...
this saddens me instantly... i lost my mood.. almost wanted to cry...
its a job i wanted for self-fulfillment, a childhood ambition, a stable & flexible job with gd benefits n a good pay.. haiz...

i cant seem to be wat i wanted to be...
like all the dreams that i wanted to be.. its all GONE!!
i wanted so much to get a degree for myself but my parents dun hv the finances.
besides, i hv the responsibility of taking care of them after all the money they spent on my education.

i wanted to be a dancer but i cant cos my parents wasnt tt supportive of the job n they dun consider tt as a decent job.
i wanted to be a photographer but i hv the money to further studies on photography.
i wanted to be a writer or a journalist but i wasnt craft to be a good linguist or had the opportunity to persue tt degree in journalism.
i wanted to be an airstewardess but i wasnt tall n pretty enough. but its nt bout the glamour of the job tt attracts me, its the opportunity to travel ard the world tt hooked me up.
i wanted to be a design but i wasnt tt artistic n creative enough.
i wanted to be a doctor but im too emotional n wasnt brave enough.
i wanted to be a teacher but i wasnt patient enough.
i wanted to be an actress but i wasnt tt appealing to make it. anyway, i dun wanna be one too cos i need a stable income.

so wat can i be??
im always not good enough...

Am i a party gal??

oh dear!!! so now, im so-called known as a party gal in the office.
i really dunno how tt happened.
Pple tot i go clubbing n drink in stuff... wahahhahaa
well... do i?

Answer is, NO.
my colleague find it hard to believe i've never been to clubs... wahahaha
its a joke to me too cos i always wanna go n find out the atmosphere myself but i cant.
3 simple reasons:
1. my boyfren disallow me n dun like it, he say its unsafe
2. its expensive! [im havin a hard time managing my finances!]
3. my parents do not allow me to say outside for the night [yup! can u believe it? i NEVER overnight at all, not even chalets.. excpt for trips n expeditions or camps]

Mandy[colleague] was suprised i dun do all this stuff n tat i dun smoke as well.. haha! she keep asking me to reassure... she even ask if i ever try or attempt to smoke at least once! haiz... no no... im an anti-smoker!! i even forbid my own bf to smoke n turn him to a non-smoker for now,.[i dunno if he will hv the temptation to start puffing again.. he better dun!!] wats there to lie?? i really am a good gal wat!!!
i hv no idea where they all get tt perception from!!
G-R-E-A-T. First, they tot im chinese. Den now this. haha.

Im so alone now...

i came back hm today.. wondering where is everybody.
i coldnt care much n watch tv till its really late n daddy n sis still nt at hm yet! i called sis hp but no response, was worried so called daddy's hp... den Mum ans the call. I was wondering if i dialled the correct no.

Later found out fm Mum tt they had left for Langkawi. I hv no idea they left today at 5pm. I tot it was supposed to be Sunday. Haiz... i miss sis alrdy!! If not, she'll be at hm opening the door for me n watchin tv wif me. N Dad will be soundly sleepin by the time i got back.
Oh no! who's gonna wake me up tmr? n mon n tues n wed?? who? who? hp alarm dun work for me.. i simply wont wake up unless its a human tt woke me up. I'll miss seeing dad in the morn these few days....

I really hope they'll hv fun over there. Daddy needs a break... he's been working hard n struggling wif his sickness. I really hope he brought his medicine along. Mum gotta work n so did me n Bro. As much as he doesnt mind being alone, i cant stop worrying. Im really glad sis agreed to tag along if not, he'll be travelling alone. Luckily, i found out tt Ena wanted to go Langkawi too so i told the both of them to go accompany Dad. Im upset i didnt help them pack-up or send them off.

Im hoping Sis n Dad bought a lil somethin for me! n i hope she wont smuggle one box of chewing gum like i did last time! hopefully.. hopefully.. im such a bad example!

AMIR'S BIRTHDAY

woohoo.. my baby will be 20 soon... by the stroke of midnight!
its been 3 years that i be celebrating his bday with him..
come to think of it, its been a LONG time..
haiz... its a tough journey...
like some pple might say, "u both r so dramatic"
yes, tt true but we dun make tt up on purpose, things just happen..

this yr.. its gonna be the first time he cant hear fm me for his bday cos his bunk got no reception for hp. haiz... poor baby... i've have always been the first person to wish him happy bday on 18Dec in 2002 & 2003.

im outta cash!! help!! haiz...
i planned to dine at Fish & Co. Glass House but there be no reservation on Saturdays, so i cant booked. I tried calling all the other outlets but still no reservations can be made on wkends. I also tot of going to take the Duck Tour or go Night Safari.... we both hadnt been there. I also planned to take bumpboat at S'pore River... Hahaha..
I suddenly had a lil interest in S'pore attraction cos im in the biz u see!! But i've no $$...

I soon find out tt he may be booking out real late ard 8++pm
So i guess maybe jus watch movie n dinner.. but i really need to cut cost. I cant afford fish&co. or swensen or any dining except Pizza Hut n Breeks.
I figure out tt even thoughi've given him an advanced bday present, the cakes n the white sweater n treats in KL, i still wanna give him something.
He mentioned once tt his perfume is running out... he's like tt.. relying on me for his perfume supplies.. n his response will be "iza, u gt better taste" Yeah rite!! he jus wants the perfume hahaha... but my taste really is not bad wat! *winks*

initially wanted to buy the miniature 5ml one costing $10.80 but i ended up buying the 100ml Hugo Men. Haha! i like the scent n he's be wearing them for my own smelling pleasure so its like buyin somethin for myself too!! so economical.. haha..
After buying tt, im so broke! haiz... im making him a card... this time, not a black card, its grey.. its still in the process.. hope it be done before i met him. Im excited for the outcome!! hee.. i hope he like it... Den i also bought this box so i can put everything inside n boxed it up. n oh i added 1 whole packed of Hershey's kisses cookie n cream in the box too. Mine n Ir's fav!! Maybe i shd buy kinde buono too.. i'll but them tmr!

this is my lecture hall... pple listening n im taking pictures... 

well.. this is my tutorial class... not paying attention even in class where there's lesser peepz... hahahahaa...  

Me n monica playing with Digicam even in such places .. hahha 

tada!! this is the well kept office Toilet! 

ok guys.. this is my desk... its very messy btw.. 2 things most essential in my office: the damn phone[cant stop ringging] n comp... the rest, Papers!!  

im jus sooo sooo tired every morning!! 

Students with same fate as me, fm left: Me, Valentina(back) n Monica... its a Sat, so we all were casual clothes... 

~EAST WEST EXECUTIVE TRAVELLERS~ 

ok its work time!! Focus.. focus.. 

im getting bored..... yawns... 

i like this pix....  

me n Ala.... for ur info AGAIN[k im tired of this already!].. im the OLDER sis.. tts 6yrs older. So plz.. stop asking... 

ahhh... who's that? 

wow.. tts Taufik Batisah on stage.. groovin wif B'Vintage Flavour... 

Yay... Coming Back to Sch..

went hm ard 11pm last night.. kinda watch tv, tv watch me... hahhaha!!
wanted to blog last nite but zzzZZzzzz.. haha

i jus found out tt lots of peepz went straight hm aft sch yest!!!
yah, UNDERSTANDABLE!!! itp is touch, TOURISM industry somemore.. its tedious, demanding, stressful industry...
its true wat Jolyn says, its a job which u will not rest ur mind off even when ur at hm. tt happens to me too... i get worried cos somethin bad will happen if things mess up in the process... i really can remember all the bookings i make every single day!

hmmm... yest... 1st DAY OF SCH!!! im so excited...
but came late again... wahahhaa.. tts so typical of me... everyone knows tt!! *wink wink* its not really like a sch day cos we dun study at all.. most of the time complainin of each others' experience in the attachment co.
Well, i jus get to know tt i hv 5 proj to complete beside studyin n working at the same time. Maddness!! But i think i can do it.. Proj seems fun this time... im looking forward!! So guys, lets keep the spirit alive. Ven, I need u to do this!!

In the Biz Plannin for Tourism tutorial, we were told not to intro ourselves, we hv to intro someone close we know. Of cos, tt be Ven cos we're in the same class since Yr1. Hmmm.. the funny thing bout us, we're opposites but more importantly, we clicked!! Period.
She said somethin tt keeps me wondering.. hmmm... "she may be small but she'll make a big part of ur life..." i think tts wat she said, nt sure if those were the exact words though! anyway, hmmm i wonder wat kinda angle she's looking at.. it cld be tt im too loud, overreating, big sized?? wahahaha... lol
Well, i reveal somethin interesting bout her too, i hope she's not mad. "she like guys tt r non-chinese... change hairstyle every sem.."

Aft sch, we go PS to hv waffle ice-cream at Gelare. It a funny sight where 4 gals attached the delicious dessert. Hahaha... Up next, a filing meal at Fish & Co. its Jolyn n Ven's first try, i hope they like it... Aft tt, we took a slow walk down to Orchard to watch the lights-up. Well, excpt for YY who apparently ran across a huge road... hahhaa... she cracks me up! DEn went to Cathy n took photo stickers n Ven did some shopping. Hmm im jealous cos im out of cash at the moment. All $$$ gone fm KL trip....
So tts it!! tts my Tuesday... i will love Tuesdays!!

Lets talk about KL

ok i know this is abit too late to blog bout this..
so im jus gonna be brief..

SUMMARY: i went to KL... stay at Corus hotel, about 5mins away fm KLCC or Petronas Tower. Hotel check-in was bad.. The hotel room was great, the american buffet was fantastic.. shopping was fabulous.. all other food was great too. Im jus gonna blog more on the hotel issues.

i went to KL by the night train... gosh its so cold i cant really sleep. Amir had to put socks on my foot n hugged me n i ended up hiding my foot under his butt.. wahaha.. its cold, im not lying!!
I reached KL's brand new train station n its nice, modernised!! we spent 1hr to settle down there, jus chill, change currency, wash up! den took taxi to city centre.. woohoo!! its a sunday n its early in the morning.. traffic was smooth n quiet, i felt like im nt in KL!

i wanted to go up to the Petronas Tower so much, its the first place we went out of tt train station. It only opened later so i decided tt i need to find the exact location of the hotel. Amir was not much of help, the WHOLE time i was doing the asking-for-direction n information thingy. But its ok, im better at directions.

At the hotel reception, i was kinda suprised n quiet pissed at how inefficient n lack of professionalism the staff are. First thing i came at the counter to ask for rooms, "so we're hv no rooms.. its fully booked" was the response i get. Im like, "hello, i wasnt even looking for a room, i alrdy BOOKED two rooms" n it took them to long to established a comfirmation. I find out their flaws.. they're so untrained. So here I come, i took advantage of it. Well, i perfectly understand the hotel industry tt rooms r subject to availability upon check-in, den i asked for special request of 2 double rooms tts r connecting. Haha.. my hotel vouchers only allows me single/twin category but im demanding higher category.. wahaha.. n when i asked for double room, he said with confidence "wat double room?? yes, we'll give u 2 rooms..." of cos, i'll debate this issue.

Me:" i want 2 doubles, not 2 twin or 2 single.. i need a bigger bed for myself.. u know bigger bed, a double room for me n a double for him, so tts two separate doubles not 2 single beds in a room or a single bed in a single room"
Staff:"Sorry we dun hv double bed!! we only got 2 single bed or jus single bed or queen/king size bed"
Me:i rolled my eyes n snap, "yes!! i would like tt queen/king size bed, maybe make tt king size for both of us. N i want a connecting one, yes tts wat i want!" he doesnt even know wat double rooms r. TTs so stupid!

he was so blur den he say he cant comfirm the rooms cos the guest hdnt check-out yet. Hahaha.. den i told him to do a check... n even told him to check out for connecting rooms cos i argued i hv requested it fm my bookings. everything he cant comfirm haiz... but abother lady come over n help, then she say she'll block 2 dbl rooms connecting but i need to check-in later. I took a deep breath, "ok.. tts it. tts all i need, i be back to check in later, Thank you. im goin to Petronas Tower"

we went for breakfast n queue for tix up to Petronas Tower. Wow, it great... i finally had my chance cos most of the time, tix r fully redeemed. The view is great, a bridge at 41storey!! n the lift r so fast, its like moving 1 level up in 1 sec!!
we go chill n bought movie tix, The Incredibles. Went back to hotel to check-in, n guess wat?? Prob arises again!! Damn... tt stupid guy served me again.. guess wat he says??
Staff:"oh we hv no king size bed at the moment"
Me: "r u sure?? can u plz do a check?? i do make a booking u know, n i esp came earlier to confirm it. im sure u hv... can u check?? n i NEED 2 dbl rooms ok! n connecting ones!"
Staff: "i hv the king size bed but i dunno if i hv connecting rooms"
Me: "wat to u mean?? i tot my room was blocked n i esp requested a connecting room when i made my booking like... last mth.. n this morning too!!" hahaha
Staff: "ok mam, we hv connecting rooms for u but u'll hv to wait cos rooms r not ready yet"
Me: "can i also request to extend a night for both rooms cos i couldnt get tix for my bus trip hm"[i had to extend extra day cos no seats on bus]
Staff: "sure no prob" [BUT guess again.. no.. there's more prob!! my ABF wasnt issued, i was asked to check-out cos acoording to their system, we didnt extend our stay.. WTF]
Staff: "i need a credit card for payment"
Me: " i dun hv a credit card but i can give u a deposit.. how much will tt be??"
Staff: "ermm... RM300 per room.."
Me: "tts ridiculous!! we wont spend tt much anyway... i dun hv tt kindda money.. anyway my stay have been paid for in advance. i do not make credit payment here ok."[ i was sayin tt confidently but im scared actually cos i dun hv the cash to pay if they demand.. haha]
Staff: "sorry but we need a guarantee.." [ok at this point, im scared already]
Me: "ok tell u wat, u can cut my phonelines so i cant make overseas calls n remove everythin fm our fridge, u can be 100% sure we wont consume the hotel stuff"

n it works... we got our rooms... wahahaha... its its upgraded!! its damn big n spacious.. with bath tub n hair dryer n safe too. we wasnt supposed to hv such rooms wif our bookings n hotel voucher. I was satified. It's all worth it. :)

We were so late for our movie... i cant wait so i jus took the keys n went to my room. Its not ready yet but i told housekeeping i jus need to leave my bag there. then we rush off to watch Incredibles. Nice movie.. Then had shopping.. snacking n snacking.. shopping.. wow..

den Berjaya Time Square, the 10-storey mall.. soo brand new n vacant. Rollercoaster.. indoor theme park for kids. We watch IMAX, the Polar Express... wow tts 2 cartoons already.. haha.. n these malaysia r so proud of IMAX cos they jus opened. I remember myself watchin 3-D since im in primary sch in Spore.

On my way back, the taxi wanted to charge RM15 i rejected it cos tts ridiculous. We came there only for RM3.60. So we took the LRT. Tats where we found out Hard Rock KL n Zouk.. wow... nice walk back to hotel...

Den took the Aeroline first class double-decker bus, wow its great.. i feel like im on a plane. I was served with mineral water, lunch, cakes, orange juice n took orders for hot drinks. there's LCD screen too n music playing all along. n its fast, smooth ride hm, jus 5hrs!! oh btw, at M'sia checkpoint, we were questioned n asked for our train tix. OMG i cannot believe wats goin to happen if we thrown away the tix. WE"RE SO DEAD.

Pple jus sees me as a small,young gal n i HATE tt. Come on pple, i maybe small but im knowledgable n independent. I know my stuff, im experienced, i know how to handle situations, i know my directions, i know my finances.. DUN DOUBT ME!! futhermore, Amir is small-size himself, so pple really didnt look much of us but DUN MESS WITH ME!!

Ok... where do i start??? hmmm...

well.. well..

its really been days since i update this.. haiz..

wat to do... im so darn busy...

work has been.. ermmm ... same everyday... im still counting time till the clock stikes 6.30pm cos i can forget bout goin hm at 5.30pm.
today's Meg bday, she's 28. ok tts old for an unmarried gal, i would like to hv kids at tt age!hmmm... i want babies.. hehe
Meg's cake was choc blackforest cake.. haiz been eating cakes everyday.. pple in de office started whining of putting on weight but i dun give a damn bout it... Jus give to me baby!! *winks*
the reason y we had cakes cos the hotels keep giving us christmas gifts... but i think the biscuit r not nice at all.. so hard!! the chocs are nice, n the log cakes... yum yum! there's vanilla log cakes... rasberry cheesecake log cake n my fav: choc log cake...
yest was my cuz Ryan bday, another cake...
My CEO, Janet, also brought choc fm her trip to Spain.. wow yum yum!!

oh btw, did i mention her son is cute?? hahha.. tt time he went to the office.. he's this tall, handsome eurasian chap. i was quite suprise when she say tts her son. we were so busy wif work den she seriously looked at us n say, "Gals... this is my SON!!" wahahaha.. she looked so fierce n was staring at us.. but of cos, she's kidding!

My cuz bday was great... i get to meet my small, cute cuzzins. Im missing out on life abit. I work fm early morn to late nights. Even my Sat ended late, n i hv to catch up with Amir when he book out. Sun was my only day to do housework, watch tv, catch up wif my family and unwind myself abit... I really hv to say i really dun hv time for myself AT ALL. My free time is sacrificed to pple whom i care, pple i needed to keep my life going...
I esp didnt get to see my bro and mum.. i only get to see them sleeping.. tts sad!! i only get to see Daddy in the morning.. my sis, i see only at nights as we watched tv together. gosh, this itp is taking away my life.
If i dun hv time for my Family, how can i hv time for friends??

On Sat, I went to SG Hip Hop Fest, it rained heavily n it was postponed to later. The ground were so muddy, my shoes(my sis shoes actually! im sorry sis!) were so dirty. When i first came out at Clake Quay MRT, i had a culture shock!! hahaha... everyone is dressing up like hip-hoppers. U really can see the blink-blink, baggy hip hop outfits.. some came being Usher, Jay-Z wannabes.. Oklah.. i stayed till the end.. i can say about 80% of pple there came to see Taufik. But he only came on stage at bout 12.35am. He sang 'Me n Mrs Jones' n some song wif his band, B'Vintage Flavour. Can say pple there were impatient n dunno how to appreciate the music. The crowd keep chanting "Taufik.. Taufik!!" all the time, n when its not Taufik on stage.. they start boo-ing. Well, i love the dance performances n Too Phat on stage!!
The artiste keep throwing gifts such as CDs, t-shirts n posters to the audience. Amir got one!! He's simply raised up his arms n catch it.. Haha.. tt looks so simple cos mostly, the gifts got bounds back fm person-to-person or fell to the muddy grounds.
Oh btw, the event was held in Chinatown area n tt felt weird cos it looks like it was invaded by malays for a day!! n there were also minorty of non-malays n i felt its abit unfair cos the whole concert mostly conversed in malay.
I came hm ard 2.30am cos i go hv supper wif Amir.. luckily he had spare cash to take cab n eat.

Im BACK!!

ok ok.. im sorry for not blogging for so long..
been busy.. hehhehee

im BACK...
yup yup... i kinda got myself sick cos been enjoying too much good food for the past few days..
i've been on the high-end dining n the best of food..
yup yup... wow...
ok... not going into details la
but btw, the trip was FA-BULOUS, FA-NTASTIC n FA-ST.... haiz .. if only.. if only i can extend a few more days n hv more money... i spend almost $300 on expenses alone nt inclusive of hotel stay.. wow.. see how much i spent on food, taxi, shopping?? but mostly food.. yup expensive, exotic, cool, great FOOD!! ahhhhh.... y must it end????

my tummy bulging so bad i cant hide it no matter how i tried.
nvm... im feeling gd n its all tt matters
no regrets!! *winks*

anyway, feel bad for momo n val..
going back to work wif no MC for 2 fanatastic days!!!! fuhhh
worth it baby...
my dad is so supportive of me!! i love him lots..
i was like complainin to him non-stop bout itp n he says he'll speak to the co. n my LO n even the module head, Mr Conrad de Suoza if he needs too...
yay... wow... im looking forward till tat day comes...
hahahaa.... *evil thoughts*

TAUFIQ BATISAH!!!

it was a spectacular night.. really magical.. it was superb!!
i was referring to the Singapore Idol!!
wahahahaha im so happy... i voted 15times in total...
Dad was so suppportive of Taufik, he voted as well n so does my sis!!
OMG OMG OMG!!!
i still cant believe it, he is the Singapore Idol!!

Im so proud of him.. i really do...
wow.. wow.. wow... Taufik, U'RE THE MAN!!!
ohhhh i love him... he jus so so talented... ohhhhhh

Tonight, it was great. all the finalist came n performed.
wonderful, wonderful, wonderful show... i love it. I esp love the 'wats friends r for'
when Taufik release an album, i definitely buy it!! 110%...
i've been supporting him fm the start, if u guys know me, u shd hv know tt very very very well. I LOVE TAUFIK BATISAH.....
N he's fm SP, even more reason to love him!!

When it was time for gurmit to announce the winner, i was walking ard, couldnt keep still...
den when i finally sat down, my heart was thumping so fast... im even more nervous than he is...
when gurmit goes.." Singapore's very first SG idol is.... TAUFIK!!!"
den OMG OMG OMG....
me n my sis were screaming at the top of our voice....
we were thrown out of out seats jumping ard n hugging n still sreaming!!!
oh gosh, it took us quite a while before we settle down...
im so elated i was brought to tears..
yup pple, i CRIED!! ooohh i really cry.. oh gosh, he's a true idol cos he can really move me...

i really hope he'll come to SP soon.. n i hope i'll be ard in sch when he comes cos im having attachment now.. ohhh tt will SUCK if he comes n im not ard!!! Darn...

i really really really hope i can see him face-to-face....
he's jus my idol.... haiz... im goin back to my olden days where i go crazy n go all out for the boybands tt came to s'pore. oh btw, Maia was wif us when we were chasing boyband together at tt time. oh boy!!

Taufik.. taufik.. taufik... ahhhh....

i truely am satisfied!!

Thank you Singapore, u guys rock, u guys made the rite choice!!

i really cant wait to know the statistics for the votes!!!