my ranting after a long time

for the first time in years...... i stared at the screen not knowing wat to blog about..
hmmmmm.....
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ok. recently, things have been ok. not much to update.
hmmmmm.....
oh! i bought a new dvd player n lots lots of dvds to watch. loving watching dvd, so much better as compared to vcd.
i've been to movies frequently too... yeah, back to my old stuff... movies n more movies!! im such a movie goer!!

let me see,i bought alot of other things too...too many to list. my room's cleaner, tidier n nicer...
oh yeah, i stayed at home most of the time, even on off days n leave. hehehhee...
i become such a pig!! super lazy azizan, lazing ard.

i dun exactly like my lifestyle now. im get tired easily n im jus plain lazy. everyday is same-old same-old. haiz.... sleep is never enough even though i sometimes had more that sufficient rest. my body is jus too relaxed. i lost discipline easily, gosh! i dun like the weather, its always raining n i dun like rain. it always hindered me from doing wat i plan to do, uhhhh hate it!
damn!!! i hadnt jog or blade for months now!!!! feeling so bloody irritated by the weather n my very bad time management!! when do i hv time for a 5km run again?? cos i took a bloody long time to finish it. lol. i wanna run, i wanna run, i wanna run. i wanna break my previous record.
sheesh... i miss tt good feeling when u sweat. im having a hard time taking care of myself lately.... i hate my shifts..i cant do so routines anymore... urgghhh!
i miss friends. i really do. sick of work-eat-tv-sleep!!!

sis attended this 3-days motivation workshop n started utterring positive remarks all the time. hahaha! but its cool. we shd think positively. tts right! think postive.
im trying to be as positive as i can.

on the good side, i had my pedi done!! love it! its gonna be on a regular basis now. its hot pink now... going for very dark brown next.... gosh im running out of colours already!!
despite watever negavitive comments tt had been said about my team, i like my team. i dun believe tt i couldnt get along with people n im right. like they say, jus do ur job n stop complaining... u'll be happy. tts a good advice!! :P
been hanging out with the gals after work... hahahaha... u know, the normal gals stuffs/talks.... dun need to go to the details fo tt.

im getting more n more wedding invitation cards these days..... issit the lets-getting-married season???? lol. phew! one after another, almost every 2 weekend a fren is getting married. a common qn arise, so when's my turn?? hmmm..... just the thought of it scares me!!
oh btw, wassup with the arising donut craze nowadays?? people queueing all the time!! n im no exception, haha, they're deliciously nice.

days passed by so quickly i didnt realise its almost september! fasting month starting soon... gonna love Geylang Bazaar!!! im gonna be a year older soon too... goodness, so fast?? ohh dear!!! is there any way tt we can delay time??

~~Love Zann~~

WOW!!! ITS BEEN A LONG LONG TIME

.. ok i dun hv internet access now...
kinda lost touch on the cyberworld
laptop n PC crash.... aiyooohhhh

anyway, life's been rather stable now...
life's much much much more reserved now n i aint complaining. hehe!
i pretty much work, eat, snack, go hm, watch tv, eat n sleep...
been having gd food n late nite suppers lately, tt if i dun fall asleep by midnight...
yeah sleep is not a prob now... i used to hv insomnia, now its ok, i guess
but im hv digestive n intestine problems... feeling bloated all the time! sucks

i havent seen anyone of late cos im always hm!! hahaha
stay hm n laze ard is wat i been doing lately....
dun really like to go out cos i dun like wat i see in the mirror now...
gosh, i've gained weight so much n acne seem to be an ongoing thing... haiz i dunno how to handle it.... these insecurities hv alot to do me home-stay habits!!

emotions are pretty much stable now... in other words, im much more happier!!
weeee.... tt also contributes to "zann's growing sideways" hehe

ok gtg...

~~Love Zann~~