buck up! cheers!! :)
btw there's an NS40 exhibition at tamp mrt there... so cool!!
i love the army n all the cool gadgets!!
i used to say i wld want to request for 1 week bmtc(no 1 wk will do, 3mth is too much.. hahaha!), n i shall say it again.... now the bag n xbo is so nice!!
tried the SAR21 jus now too... best nye!! so cool gt lazer beam
well... i hv an ex-officer 2nd Liet to guide me thru... wahahahaa....
saw familiar SCDF stuffs tt Fred n Z tell me about n army thingy tts kinda familiar to me... its like im suddenly so knowledgeable .... kirekan da terror ah! chey chey!! cos alot pple share their NS experience wif me n im so so interested!!
n ohhh Abg Hairul(SCDF DART) pix of the tsunami relief is displayed there too!! chey chey!! steady ar....
ok i gotta stop being an emo!! i cld easily cry simply by listening to sad love songs....
i jus cried in public jus now.... tamp mall to be precise! dunno y out of the sudden sad flashbacks/bad thoughts jus came rushing to my mind n i started to get all teary n red!! kekeke
come on, where's the positive side of me go?? gotta get out of my stress eating n my stupid emo shit!!!! Zann's gotta be stronger than this....
shutting down myself fm communication got me thinking....
i, myself, dunno wat im doing.... i dunno y i got scared when someone tries to get close n i always retreat.... Sot sey! Sorry la i jus cant la...
well.... i know now, for sure, i aint ready for any relationship yet....
only the right "one" will be able to end this fear n till then will i settle down... insyallah....
~~Love Zann~~