friday get to wake up late
Yess-arhhhhh!!
oh wow.... gerek! its weird tt mum didnt disturb my sleep...
wahhh best these few days... no fights, no scolding, no cursing.....
she have a new hobby!!! tts gd... can occupy her time.
btw, the previous entry is nt bout her.... jus someone else....

we 3 siblings were enjoying ourselves slacking at hm w/o the folks.... we watched some gangster show halfway den watch The Fast & The Furious: Tokyo Drift!!!! fuhhhhhh i liiikkkeeeeeee.......... it keep me stuck to my sofa... nice effects!! ïm a "kaijin" too....

thanks bro for the nasi lemak, bbq chic n satays...... love u!!! n i miss u....
btw tt big bro will be 24yrs old by aug1!!! 21+++yrs stayed same roof with u but i rarely spend time wif u.... haiz haiz... my darling sis is like so attached to me....
haiz... the guy grew up too fast!!
anyway.... went out wif sis..... awwwwwwww........ she gt cramps but still wanna go out with me..... so sweet.....
went to city hall.... marina square..... esplanade.... dine at breekz n stuff... ohhh so filling!!!






OMG!! its time to decide on the FOOD la......

It's TIME to EAT..... yummilicious......

lets go jln-jln k......

random pix.......

handmade stuff.....

see.... mum's new hobby.... beady-beady....

accusation. assumption.

haiz.... i was verbally assulted and accused.
im an innocent party.watever she said is so harsh but i understand her situation.....
dun really blame her but ouch!, those remarks were harsh!! n im definitely not all tt...its unfair to be accused of something u didnt do or no intention of doing anythin bad...

i really wish he didnt tell me wat she said of me. i rather dun know. really.....
being called erm not-so-nice names/words.......

nvm i accepted it. tot of clearing my name or misunderstandings but haiz..... lets jus let it go... forget it.
if pple happen to hear bout it... hopefully they r smart enough to re-think watever they heard.

Got scolded by Ir for being ermmm.... according to him: stupid n nice.
somehow, being scolded felt good. no one have so-called stop/control/scold [besides parents] me for some time already.
"iza..... forget it, its doing u harm.... ur kindness are nt appreciated!!"
i dunno y but i kinda like him saying this..... "wake up ur fucking idea" it does wake me!! ishhh brutal.....

so ok ok.... hmmm tried the new KFC O.R Chicken Chop, its not bad.... kinda nice....
omg! i survived my week with less than $10 cash with me!!! muahahahahhaa
how do i do it?? i bought instant cup noodles, mini nestle cereals n some other snacks la... if i wanna eat sumthin, i make sure they're less than $1.50 n i eat MCD!!! cos only MCD accept ezlink payment..... hahhahaha.... coolness....
but i kinda cheated abit la, use ezlink n NETS!! *i did say $10 CASH*

oh btw.... this is kinda cute...
hahha...as always im late for woke.... was looking forward to eating my TRIX cereal. open my pedestal, its GONE!! hmmmm..... saw it empty in my bin!!!
wahhhhh i wonder who.... so i send email to those who might be the victim..... u know, a hungry man is an angry man!!
i was really really looking forward to my TRIX... boo hoo!! later, it turn out to be dear Marlia & Joyce!!! hahahhaa... then they emailed back n say wanna buy me a BIG one. wahhh they really buy seh... but the small 6 pack ones.... YaY... coolness..
so yeah, I AM HAPPY!! thank u dearies....

i really didnt realise alot pple was reading my blog entry. but this is a blog. its for pple to view. cool. a fren told me tt he had fun reading my entries.... hahhaa.... yeah yeah i write nonsense stuff n casual singlish. watever. at least pple still read. blearrgghhhh....

sori ah i cant write standard english. tts for pri n sec sch.... plz la, im alrdy writing in standard British English at work... gimme a break..... muahahahhaa.....

i love u sis.....



black & white....

my hangout place.... my usual route....

Ok…. So this is life…. Its filled wif choices, options and challenges…. Tts wats makes life more interesting!!! Hahaha
Hmmmm…. Parents are back. Have to get back to my old, routinal life….

Been going hm late these days….. chilling n stuff…. Catching up wif frens!
I hope the past by fast!!!! I need my nxt mth’s pay badly…..
Im barely surviving…. Barely….

Wats up wif this year?? Seemed like everyone having r/s problems. Weird.
Aiyohhhhh plz stop. Guys will start hating gals!!! Plz.. plz…. We really dun want them to turn to be gays!!
Btw, went new urban male jus now…. I love the phrase captions printed on their tees!! So interesting but prices are a lil high. Hehe
Tt reminds me of Rain. Where r u my dear friend??

Watched Pirates of Carribean twice…. Hahhaha
Both free. Once wif San, the other wif Ir.
Btw, we’re been fine…. Glad. *smiles*

Went to Marina Square….. loves all the boutiques in one convenient mall.
I love the BBQ Chicken set at BREEKZ! Thanks Herman…..
Feel so bad….. nxt time my turn k… England vs Portugal… sheeeshh
Ooohhhh saw this very nice black Rip Curl Jacket…. Dunno y had the urge to try on…. Fits well!! I didn’t even chkd on the size but it jus fits nicely.
One prob. Price= $198 OMG!!!!!
ish ish…. the bag also nice….. watches…shoes…. shoes…. jacket…. jacket…… K JUST STOP!!!
I hope San dun find me irritating cos I keep calling…. Just being concern la. I meant well.
I treasure n love all my friends…..

Heard news tt Mike arrives in spore!! Ven must be happy….
So glad there reunite again…. Missing her alrdy….
I wonder if I get to meet up again…. Wonder if there’s a possibility of meeting up wif Jo n YY…
Wat happen?? Hello?? Plz contact me galfrens….

pix taken fm time ago....

rojak....

hmmmm..... quick recap!!! thsi entry is rather random

ooooohhhhh..... was craving for homecook meal yest!!!! was alrdy looking forward to goin hm asap... cos i know sis is cooking Beef Pasta... yum yum.... im so proud of u!! love ya... love my pasta n u made a really spicy one huh!! cool.... gd first attmept... n u brought fettucini instead of spagetti.. I LIKE!!! thank u thank u love u

gt up late again..... as usual.... i think if i start work at 11am, im jus too relaxed... too pampered... but i like... took cab today!! almost lost my hp in cab, lucky can driver is so nice... hahaha btw he speaks mandarin to me all the way.... *wats new?*

been eating n esp snacking alot lately.... wats up with me??? haiz.....
i keep forgetting stuffs too....

bro u lied.... said u wanna take me to JB!!! boo hoo... he went off wif Imran instead...
they had their 'singles nite' thingy.. we agreed to be the 4 of us but sis jus wanna sleep, she rather sleep as always... no ones hm i gt to stay.... nvm nvm.... lucky u rem my food.... i know he loves me.. hahha
dam hungry.... sis alrdy fast asleep.... im alone.... so glad san called.... went to Simpang buy roti john... Illyas Michelle n San alrdy looking tired. went hm. im still nt tired.... Y?

friday nite didnt sleep throughout..... 6+++am i left hm when work only starts at 9am.
had breakfast in office.... hahha so daring!! boss boss... u know im OSCAR... dun blame me, i need to eat!!! lol hahhaa u caught me a couple of times alrdy.... so sorry.. haha...
meet up with Joyce aft work.... chill at coffeebean with kak reeina for awhile den we go eat McD. wahhh the McSpicy extra spicy tt day.... drinking coke makes it worse!!
den we headed to city hall aimlesslessly... ended walkin to esplanade.... Baybeats 2006. so many teens... i feel so old. so-Malay environment, kids so punkrock n culture or watever they call it... we stay for awhile n walked over to One Fullerton. diff music.... they had line dancing there!
S'pore is so beautiful at nite. love it. so calming.
there's this filipino kid actually pinched Joyce butt n slap my butt.... oooooo.... naughty naughty!! lol..... so cute, so tembam the kids.... feel like pinchin ur chubby cheeks!

we walked further to Boat Quay, sat down n had a chat.....
later walk to the other end.... aimlessly... den Jimmy called... meet up...
we ended up in KTV Pub.... so weird... chinese songs... lucky i know abit la.... Coral Sea!! i like... hahahaa.... Joyce gets abit tipsy.... funny ar u... *cium cium...* lol
had supper n headed hm..... in the end didnt really sleep.... im a freak!! the prev nite alrdy nvr sleep!! KNN!!!! irritating.....

sun morning... sis was naggy... had to wake up....
meet Ir for awhile.... pass him some stuff.... I miss u....
so he been doing well.... gd to hear... busy wif camp, now recruits gt gals tt flirts.... hahaha.... tt guy jus dunno hw to flirt... lol.. hopes he learn fast...
he treats me lunch.... no other guys treats me lunch excpt u [at this moment]

thanks for the hugs... so comforting....so little time, im sori i gtg....
went to visit granny wif Sis.... Bro came along later.... so glad she's fine....
we siblings r so grown up.... living by jus ourselves is not a problem.... my parent were away in Indonesia btw...

haiz.... we both jus cant commit time.... both miss each other.
lets jus let nature takes its course.... i take tt risk, its more realistic...
as the same time, i dunno y im hoping he gets on with his life with someone new so i can move on with mine too.but y am i feeling this way?? y?? y issit like tt if i really want this?? or maybe i didnt want??so weird.... im confusing myself as always.... lol

a fren told me, "all the years together, u may move on with ur life or even wif someone new and love insanely but.... there'll always this small part in ur heart tt still left for tt one person tt make tt big impact in ur life..."

i wanna be on a bike on the ECP... speeding......

all i know i dun wanna be hurt.... i shd be left alone....i dun wanna commit.... i dare not...
thank u ... goodbye.... i love n be loved not jus love alone.....

nice views... esplanade.... 

Lovely Ven..... lovely foodcourt n lovely views.... 

Ven n me 

our shirley temples.... at cityspace, swissotel.. 

Harry's bar 

dis guy jus love this kinda pose... 

san's so serious... his side view nicer....  

today's my off day but im going crazy at hm
seriously need to leave.... dammitz!!!i cant... wasnt allowed to....

if u think im exaggerating... forget it....
pple wont understand.....
i jus happen to come across my sis's blog, Ala, she wrote similar entry.... she agreed tt i was always picked on... n we all wonder y...
thank u sis... i love u!!

anyway, for more pix on KL Trip.... cos im too lazy to post...Joyce blog has it all.....

i really wonder..... they say there r at least 7 pple in this world who loves ui gt 2 alrdy.... my sis n bro!!!! i wonder who's the other 5???hmmmmmm.....

till then, im instructed to do something else.....chitotz!!!!

today's my off day but im going crazy at hm
seriously need to leave.... dammitz!!!i cant... wasnt allowed to....

if u think im exaggerating... forget it....
pple wont understand.....
i jus happen to come across my sis's blog, Ala, she wrote similar entry.... she agreed tt i was always picked on... n we all wonder y...
thank u sis... i love u!!

anyway, for more pix on KL Trip.... cos im too lazy to post...Joyce blog has it all.....

i really wonder..... they say there r at least 7 pple in this world who loves ui gt 2 alrdy.... my sis n bro!!!! i wonder who's the other 5???hmmmmmm.....

till then, im instructed to do something else.....chitotz!!!!

here's the BBQ pix.... most oix dun hv me so lazy to put up.... Y? cos im the camera woman!! multi-tasker