Endless problems

Dad got admitted to CGH again...
Prior to this, his condition had been bad.... he's not eating well or talk much. he's getting weaker by the day. this worries me so much.... yes, got to admit i was very much pressurised by his conditions. Today is his 3rd day, i dunno how long he's gonna stay there but i much prefer him to be there cos he seemed so much healthier n livelier over there.
He's getting more emotional n sensitive by the day... i think it grows with age. One thing i need to really learn is to be tolerant n calm. i have the patience but i think tts not good enough.

I think the paycut im getting is getting too much for me to handle n i got too troubled by it somehow i kinda lost control of myself. I am really blessed to have Ir beside me to calm me down n put me back on track.

There's also alot alot of other unsolved, complicated, pressing issues tt kept troubling my restless mind. Gosh, im still trying hard to keep things under control. So far, i have been handling it well. And i must say, I really got to congratulate myself for that. Sometimes, its nt gd to keep being troubles by on the problem on hand. We shd all learn to handles the situation n control your mind to think of solution n switch ur brain to be a little positive.

Hari Raya is jus ard the corner n so is my birthday. Goodness, time flies!! gonna be 24 soon.... ohhhh pressure... pressure....

~~Love Zann~~

AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME!!

WOW!!!! ITS BEEN A LONG TIME I LAST UPDATE!!!

hmmm.... alot had happened....
but wats life without worry?? without the ups n down....
well lets not talk about the bad stuff....

i gt tix for NDP 2008 all thanks to my sis.
its so cool.... love it this year. the have the awesome air n sea display....

i just got my long awaited Australia trip!!!!
i figured timing fits well as im kinda financial prepared n Yanie's on a break too...
n yeah i get wat i wanna do, travelling ALONE.
i must say, its been a good experience... AWESOME holiday.... busy schedules everyday but i love the pace there... its alot slower.... calmer... not as rushy.... but its chilly... wore 4 layers at first, got a lil used to it n drop to 2 layers of clothing....
highest temperature 14 degrees n lowest at 3!! tts how cold it is.... ohh no... minus 5degrees at mount buller!!
i get to see kangaroo n koala... no time for penguins though!
ok.. i been to Victoria n New SOuth Wales state of Australia!! tts means Melbourne, Ballarat, Mount Buller, Geelong, The Great Ocean Road and Sydney.... awesome awesome!!!

I got a lil sick during my stay there.... fever, cold, cold sore, skin peeling, hydrating n moisture lost!! i didnt get homesick though!!

I went to Tioman island, malaysia with Ir a day after i came back from Australia...
oohhh i love tioman.... nice beaches.... lovely corals....
its so carefree.... its so chill.. i love it!! especially having him with me....
its my first time snorkelling n im loving it... i was amazed at how nice the corals n fishes are swimming past and around me. i was kinda suprised i didnt struggle while snorkelling....

Going back to work after 17 day of leave is so so so draggy!!!


~~Love Zann~~