Breaking Point

i've reached my breaking point....
feeling super vulnerable n shitty

offday on Saturday but i sit n rot at home!!!
send out sms to many pple BUT very few replied....
WOW!! everyone seemeed to be so so busy nowadays...
FUCK it!!!

typical, simple, plain look with jus lip gloss... the way i like it! k lets go...  

the mango top i bought at kL 

ala & iza 

reflection 

calamari anyone? 

awwwww.... she's soo cute!! happy birthday sweetie!! 

here's the main dish!! fishy fishy 

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love u!! 

the shorties!!! :) 

my sis's top.... wahhaha 

sisters....  

well spend

last weekends was a very tiring one for me!!
last fri i was rostered off, so i went out with sis to celebrate her bday.
we had luch atr Fish&Co n laughed alot!! den?? its shopping... shopping
sis n i bought a couple of stuff.. my treat...

thge next day, sat, my shifts starts at 8am... so hard to get up...
was late so rushed to work.... straight after tt, met Ir n off we go to SP, yup SP our sch!!
SPA's handover thingy, accompanied Ir there.
i was hoping to meet familiar pple, but alot of the senior2 n existing students were present.
lucky marina were ard, i jus found out tt she'll be joining my company...
haha. such coincidence.
i left sch after food was served, off i go to Planet Paradigm alone!! sob sob it was raining then!!

lame place for D&D, we all knew t. i had to go cos i gave my word to my colleagues.
as expected very few pple came, the largest dept with very few turnouts.
but the entertainment was fun!!! hilarious fun. this is the time to find out the hidden talents. wahahahahahaa. the nominated contestant of the pole dancing comp seemed scared n amatuer but once they hit the poles, they all looked like they hv done it before... kekeke... lol.
it was free flow tt nite but i only ordered coke n water. came to the bar n ask the bartender for coke n he smiled funnily at me n played with my glass. he was flirtatious.

Right after tt, met Ir for movie. i didnt know 'the wild' wasnt showing in spore cinemas yet, we alrdy catch it in KL. spore slower??? tts weird... We watch 'take the lead'. it was alright, jus ok for me. i was so tired, i think i slept for about 5-10mins in betw the movie. haha
we had supper at Mcd, den took nr7 home. i reached hm at 4+am n Ir left hm too aft sending me off.
i had to wake up ard 6+am for work.

den went out with the family . we went to get sis her hp for her bday.
she got a samsung e730. the one she always wanted.
lucky gal, she so lucky to hv mum, dad, bro n very doting sis!! lucky lil brat!!
den we had dinner together. aft tt bro parted to go for hos soccer game n we all went hm.

it was a very tiring weekends but i think it was well spent. i use it to the max!!!

ena n ala on their first holiday trip w/o the parent... not much pix for KL trip cos its shop, shop, shop... Enjoy the rest of the pix!! *muackzz* 

our train seats behind them.... 

we reach KL Central Station on fri,14 apr 06, ard 6am.... yawns! 

nice! jus half-faced.... wasnt intentional.... accidentally zoom in for prev pix tt this pix turn out like this 

tts more like it!! Ena can be seen at the back.. dolling up... 

lovely 21-year-olds leading the KL trip 

sistaz.... 

i love this guy beside me.... who takes care of me n my two girls..... 

Chicken Rice Shop... food glorious food!  

i like this brazil adidas bag i bought!! n all other stuff i buy also la..... 

tts typical Azizan's room.. haha 

good morning... i am jus so tired.... the smile didnt show my tiredness though! 

cable car ride.... 

ok.... lets go up.... sis is kinda scared.. haha 

going up... up... up... 

i realise i lost my earrings, so i bought a new pair of blue butterfly b4 our bus trip to genting.. 

We're HERE, at Genting Highlands... yay! 

Genting Highlands Theme Park!!!! this pix is taken by self-timer, an impromptu pix n it turn out really nice..... love it!! 

im about to climb up..... 

dorky... 

watch ur steps! 

weeeee~~ we're all flying... 

cute! 

our rides r about to start.... 

tts me! 

Ir & me on go-kart 

i took over the lead!! 

the girls tried on their shopping stuffs on...  

nescafe anyone?  

weeeee.... 

weee..... 

weeee.... 

time to go hm.... goodbye KL!! 

my vouchers.... haiz... i USED them alrdy... free stuffs r always great. thank u! 

ala n ena listening to mp4 

hmmm??? 

Sweet Sixteen to my Baby Sis

Happy 16th birthday to my Darling Sista!!!
weeee~~~ she turned 16 today... she 's all grown up now....
saw her with all the chocolicious presents she gets!!! so sweet...
i think her bf's gift r jus as sweet, rose, heart-shaped choc n pump shoe she always wanted

haha.... i didnt hv to think of a present for her.... she gladly told me wat she wants.... shameless!!
she alrdy told me some time ago! wah i spent alot on the KL trip alrdy now get her presents n then her Fish & Co i promised.

IM BACK

fuhhh im back.. erm kinda sometime ago....
trip to KL was a tiring one!! cant believe i didnt go to the night spots in KL n street shopping...

ok last thursday nite, rushed hm, packed bag, apply last-min exit permit for Ir n changed currency... taxi was so hard to get.... me n sis kinda panicked cos at 9.30pm still havent got a taxi to the railway station. my train departs at 9.50pm!!!! thank godness to the very very fast taxi driver who drove us there at high speed.... wanted to write a compliment letter for him but i dun even get his name or car license. luckily alot of pple were late, n pple at immgration were taking their own sweet time to chop our ppst!!! train left at 10.15pm.

got on the train, our seats were at the last cabin.... as expected cos the last 4 seats were sold to us.... train rides have never been my fav, couldnt sleep no matter wat position i tried. there's this one time in the middle of the night where i was about to enter dreamland..... Ir woke me up in a haste to infm me tt Ena, my cus, was not at her seat. I thought she went off to toilet so i dun really bother. fm then on, i didnt sleep.. awaiting her to return to her seat. 30mins past, she still not back yet!!! I got so worried, so i decide to look for her. I spent more than 30mins going fm our last cabin to very first cabins at front of the train, asking ard, awaiting outside every single cabin's toilet, thinking she might be inside..... i couldnt find her!!!!
Panicked and worried n dashed my way back to my seat and told Ir she's not ard. I calmed myself n started thinking of where else could she possibily go in this train... den i turned to my left n take a good look at the gal seated to my left. Goodness.. there she is, all wrapped up in sweater, covering her face n cuddling at one corner!! i didnt realised the lady who previously sat there alrdy alight n Ena shifted there!! Gave me a scare.... Hilarious....

Reached KL Sentral at ard 6am.... everythin is so quite n place is so abondoned.... we tooked our time to washed up n waited for the Genting ticketing booth to open. We had breakfast at McD, their McD is all so cute... all in small size!! the minimised version, small than the quantity in MCD S'pore. oh btw, they dun hv hotcakes, tts a shame!!
ok we bought the Genting Passes for Sat. OMG!! the staff there r so unfriendly... no offense but i think no one there knows wat is good service cos we didnt get any... excpt one taxi driver and hotel staffs.
headed to Puduraya to get our return coach tkts to Sin. my gosh, very scary place, everyone is like 'desperados' asking u to buy tkts fm them. Tkts to sin on sunday seemed fully booked so we jus grabbed watever we can get. Then off we go to KLCC to window shop, shop n bought movie tkts for "The Wild". I couldnt stand the fact tt i hadnt bathe n i have to carry my bags everywhere i go. I called up the htl n ask for early chk-in, they said ok. off we go to the htl. ohh the rooms r not as bad as i expected... nice, cozy! i love my room n the view overlooking the road and the KL monorail. Thanks to Khai for the recommendation!!

Washed up n back to KLCC for movie n part 2 of shopping!! my gosh, first day n we spent so much.. loving it!!! it was raining heavily so he spent alot of time at the mall. Wanted to head to Petaling street or Chow Kit but we jus worned off by all the shopping. bought kfc n alot of shopping bags to hotel. hahaha... Ena wanted to go Zouk KL but she n Ala r underaged!! too bad la...

worked up early, had breakfast n off we go to Genting. the bus ride were amazing!! the driver must be so skilled to drive tt kinda winding road. The view on the way up were so nice!! At Genting, i realised there's alot of S'porean ard, so easy n obivous to spot them. Oh btw, it seems like alot of pple there were wearing Adidas jackets/sweater/attire... cool!! we only took a few rides as all the q r so damn long n so many pple ard!! I took the go-kart.... FINALLY. nvr had the chance to ride the various time i was there as i didnt pass the height limit. My Go-kart can speed up damn fast, i overtook alot of pple man!! i kinda got sick by the weather n the toilets makes me even sicker, luckily Ir was there to comfort me. He was being very patient n entertain all my 'karenah' n withstand my attitude.

we went to Time Square as soon as we reached KL. shopping again... ate at the Chicken Rice Shop.. wahh so ex... about Rm60 but worth it cos we ordered alot. our plans to go to Petaling st/chow kit backfire cos we're so tired fm all the travelling n shopping.

nxt morning, everyone woke up late!!! quickjly rushed down for ABF. den we rested n packed our bags..... its time to go.... we finally reached Sin ard 10++pm. took cab hm... i couldnt take it... sleep immediately.
haiya, tired to type so much, go to my sis blog n read la.... she also tired to type!!
goodness!! i cldnt work up next day for work.. aft work, reached hm n sleep all the way again... i brought so much cash, i didnt expect to spend so so so much....

as the normal tradition, i nvr failed to left something at any htl i stayed in. i left my shades there.. sob sob** n as usual, i lost one side of my earrings on the train.... again!!

Rush Rush

the past few days.... my mind was filled with so many things for my last min trip to KL.
i got everything planned but it seem to be such a PEAK period that everything is fully booked and impossible to get!!
i have been online for so long.... calling up various travel agents, went personally to diff diff places....
but at i remained calm despite pple ard me keep pushing me for answers and confirmation...

The guy at Golden Mile Complex is a BITCH!! im so pissed i cant be bothered explaining wat happened....
i alrdy wrote my name n contact number but..... as i was about to pass the cash to him... his other coleagues told him tt her client needs it n took all our seats away when they havent even write anythin or even close a deal.... watever.... i didnt even argue.... i jus walked away, got no time to waste... give him tt "wat the fuck " face...
i quickly took cab to railway station even though i know fm the website tt its fully booked.... but as usual, im very stubborn, im very sure they left some seats for walk-in passengers... a gd thing im a tourism student!
i was elated when i asked the guy at info counter if there r seats available..... but the queue was so long n seats r limited!!! when i comes to my turn, i was told by the ticketing staff that i get the last 4 seats on the entire train!!!! The last seats for all the night train for the day!!! How lucky can i be?? wow... im so relieved...

i jus got back fm work.. so tired now..... its 1951hrs
need to bathe.. i HAVENT pack my bag at all... but then, its jus KL... no worries....
havent changed currency also...
jialat im paying full fare for my sis n partially for 2 other pple.. cant shop tt much alrdy....
k i gtg.... hope the holiday will be a fun one....

i like offday on a Weekday

ohhh i hate it when pple dun totally dun respect me as an adult..
higher position doesnt mean you can treat pple like school kids, I SO HATE YOU!!! n its not jus between you n me... i noticed everyone gets tt same 'im-higher-than-u-betta-listen to-me" treatment.... even so, u dun hv to shoe tt 'stepping' face n treathened pple... oooooh im so treathened, so scared..NOT!!
i hv never seen anyone[in a workplace] treating pple like kids other than my school teachers!! NO one hv the rights to treat me like that, HEY my sch days r over baby!! even in Poly, lecturers r not "im a teacher, you-listen-to-me-n-be scared-of-me" Arrgghh Bitch!!
"tts not a valid reason" ----> watever!! y keep insist on a valid reason when the actual, honest reason is not accepted?? you jus dun get it rite?? so... u prefer me to lie to ur face??
anyway, move on, she's not worth talking about.... so she deserve small fonts... haha... crappy!

today's my offday but i tell no one bout it!!
this morning one by one, came to my room n bugged me to wake up!! Dad woke me up at 3 diff ocassions!!! sis too.. but she cant really be bothered with me cos im so so stubborn to wake up.. haha
amir called n started scoldin!! WOOOIITTTZZZ!!!

finally woke up at ard 12pm cos the drilling outside my hse is so disturbing... irritating!!
absolutely love waking up with no one in the hse, the whole hse to myself!!
blast the radio out loud to 'challenge' the loud, irritating drilling noise outside!!!!
take my time to bathe n eat, slack.... watch tv n do wateva i want!!
i get to watch ET, ambush makeover n the Olsen twins movie!!
clean up the hse abit, nap n go to TM to do some shopping.. yippy...
the mall is not crowded, tts a gd thing, fitting rm vacant, salespeople pay attention to u... ohh so good on a weekday...
i realised i need to buy alot of things... alot alot... overbudget... hahaha... i think of somethin to get my stuffs... hahaha...

ermm... the bad thing of getting a weekday offday.... i hv to work on a Saturday!!
haiz.... y cant i just work 4 days a week? like 1 weekday, 1 saturday, 1 sunday off day.. ohh tt will be so so good....

been raining heavily the past few days... n its always at the same time.. ard 4-5pm...
i want sunshine....

Simple short day

hahaha i woke up at ard 1pm jus now... so late!!!
talk train to town with sis n liena... it nvr crossed my mind tt my sis's skin n a few tones darker than me.... makes me wonder: 'if sis n bro r of the same skin tone, y am i diff fm them?'
my grandpa used to tell me tt i was picked at the garbage when i was little... n guess wat? i actually believed him n cry, wondering who my parents were.. hahhaa.... its a joke of cos, jus to tease me!

we dine at Fish & Co today.... yummylicious!!!
as usual, ordered & ate alot.... den walked down to orchard, wanting to eat the Hagen Dans fondue but the outlet under renovations.... sob sob....
i dun feel like watching movie today.. dunno y la...
so we jus chill at Coffee Bean... i used up my $10 voucher!! so now im left partial of the metro voucher...
time always past by so fast... supposed to go to Coco Latte for Joyce bday but Ir's too tired so we went home straight... kak Liz called, seemed like alot of pple going... i missed out the fun but i feel even worse if i left Ir in his tired state.

Hmmm so tempted to go on a holiday....
hehehe... govt gave us bonus.... i guess its ok to use part of it for short holiday....
i wonder which month is a good time to go holiday where not many pple crowding over a particular place.

haiz.... i think i need a new financial plan.. the old one is outdated alrdy... hahaha...
ohhh i need to start dieting/exercising!~!... IF i hv the time n motivation la....
pple been telling me how cubby i am lately... yeah very very true!!!
at this point, i wish to go back to the NPCC/MLDDS training days...