jus some rantings!!

its the 7th day n i still hadnt fully recovered. dang!!
im taking a friend's advice nt to take the Cold n Flu remedy instead of the doc's prescription... hope it works.
gosh, my voice is so "sengau" n block nose irritates me! urgh!
cant wait to get well!!! btw, going back to work felt so good. stay hm is so monotonous...
pple lost appettite when they're sick, apparently nt for me!! i hv strong cravings for food tts nt helping me recovering fm my sickness. i craved for kfc, mcd, choc bars, eclairs, cookies, milkshakes n etc. i try to stay away but cant cos its so strong tt i get very agitated n gelisah if i dun get them n when i ate them i felt frustrated cos im only worsening my condition. grrrrrrr!!!

handphone. i love my w810i, i wldnt wanna trade it. loving my mp3 songs n pix, thanks to the 1 gb storage!! bro jus lost his hp again. gosh tt guy kept losing hp.. so many!! i gave up on him. Dad spoilt his hp when he drop it in water so mum n dad both bought new hp but i didnt think they need it cos they dun use so many functions, nt even sms.

had a conversation with a fren which i truly enjoy. didnt expect it to be fun. its somewhat made me think more. future scares me, watever it is, im ready not prepared for commitment. yeah its true, so we shd enjoy life, travel, spend on urself, get/achieved watever u wanted first.
"i dun wanna be working hard to get somethin in future, i wanna alrdy hv somethin or stabilise myself first so tt i dun hv to work tt hard in future.. n planning hv to take place now.. maybe not exactly now cos u can always enjoying life first while ur still young n free fm commitments... n worry maybe abit later when u think the time is here"
hmmmm... tts something to ponder about. i do agree with my friend on tt.

saw Ven's bintan trip pix... its so nice! ish so tempting!!!
gosh i miss her alot!!! n i miss Jo n YY too... they're like missing.. whr r u gals?? was happy tt Jo msg us yest for a meet-up!! Yay!!
i miss Kak Reeina!!! oohh i miss her... hope she's doin fine...
missing Yani too... i miss this babe!! 2 days ago time i chat with her, she told me to pack my bag n get a Visa to aussie. hahaha...
I miss Ir too... he's busy with work lately, i dun wanna bother him either. yest he called to catch up on life. wasnt suprised wen he told me bout his break-up. I really hope take his time n learn valuable lessons. well, he's in camp now n he doesnt like HTA. heh.too bad la, its the hm for MHA officers, like it or nt.
i miss Z too.... i wonder how he is now, must be all buff up cos he's always in the gym or running/training.
i miss Widya too... i wonder how her kids are now, grown up, i guess..
gosh!! im missing alot of pple. if only we all dun hv to work n meet up!

too much rest/mc/off day/leave make me wanna work more. i guess i dun need a holiday just as yet. i do agree with pple tt it isnt worth it to do overtime cos its mentally draining n they dun pay much anyway... unless, im an ICS where ot is 1.5x or 2x, but im nt. its esp upsetting to know tt im getting the same pay as those male HICS with ns when i did so many ot when they dun even perform ot at all. urghh. sickening!

pranksters. pranksters. i've been receiving alot of unknown missed calls or unknown sms. these pple knew me, i guess. they tend to know some details. but i guess, ignoring it is the best way. Of cos, at first, im curious to know who's tt anonymous person but afterawhile u jus cant be bothered.some are nice, like those, wantin to know u but i still feel tt it shdnt be the way, so i wont entertain tt too. some are annoying, freaky cos they know details like ur shifts, where u stay n etc. i aint interested in their "fun" games so u pick the wrong person to play cos i aint playing at all. sorry!! ohhh tt secret admirer still do send me stuff at my pigeon hole, yet another drawing/sketch of me.its laminated this time. he printed out my roster for the year too. the last one i received was a 'get-well-soon' card. i find it sweet but my friends find it psychotic! hahaha it can be quite freaky actually... i hv no idea who he is but i suspect it to be tt someone though! haiz... whoever this person is, i dunno y he wants to remain being a secret... am i tt scary? or nt friendly enough to talk to me?

~~Love Zann~~