ignorance is bliss!! but being inquisitive, knowing can be fun!!

yest i officially start on my own... it was alrite
i get my own privacy n pace... i like it!
today... im on OFF!! yay! bt aft today i hv to work 7days straight for my nxt off! darnz....

i still find it amazing how fast news bout me travel... wow!
its interesting hw jealousy can push a person!
lets jus say... although im nt used to this kind of 'high profile life' tt pple love to gossip about, im getting used to it. somehw it gets numb
thankfully for me, i hv this "i dun care wat u think" attitude
let pple say wat they wanna say, add ingredients to make their stories more interesting... let it be... as long as i know the truth is with me, i hold the key to the truth.
some r gd la.... while some pple r jus jealous, n wants to ruin my life, haiz i cldnt undertsand y....
if someone bothers to ask, i am glad to clarify, if nt, then its their problem!
i cant be bothered to convince pple tt im nt wat they think...

popularity do comes in a package huh?? paparazzi ard me loves me i guess!! hehe
i nvr ask for popularity or publicity, pple ard me made me one....
issit my fault tt pple wants to get to know me n nt u?? fuck u bitches!! get a life!!

i dun mind pple who show tt they dun like me....
i hate backstabbers!! those who so nice to u but main blakang nye...
im normally naive n wont think bad of pple, i usually dun care much... nw its very obvious tt ur targetting me! i see ur plan now.... ur playing the innocent game. u wont be satisfied till u bring me down!! i wont do anythin... i wanna see ur game plan... lets jus wait n see....
im sure there r more of u pple out there.... but i cant be bothered to know who u pple are, it'll be fun if i know though.... i know i'll eventually know....

i guess im lucky enough to hv the buzz coming back to me...
im thankful tt pple ard me r shielding n making me aware of the situations... so so so many situations!
its true wat they say, "wat goes ard, comes ard"'..... i will get to know somehow... alhamdulilah
but im fine, i jus smile n laugh it out. its funny la... they love to enchance me n push my stardards high, its pretty flattering in a way.... the comments given were also interesting!! wow i wonder hw long these pple know me?? 3-4 yrs?? haha...
its amazing how they take notice of wat i do, my whereabouts, who im with, n even my shift schedules tt even i cldnt care much about... wow!!
it was fun getting feedbacks, yes, i regard them as feedback nt offence.

though gossips hv been spread upon.... wat do u gain??
pple still are befriending me... new n old... im still standing strong, smiling my way(apart fm the other probs i hv).... i hv the upperhand
i still hv my own reliable backups n i am true to myself....
its too bad ur nt tt "hot" afterall.. give up man....
im nt gonna fight cos i dun hv to, all of u r jus nt my match.... cheyyy!! haha...
so yeah, keep on trying n work your way to bring me down... i dun give a damn!!!!
see!!! all these pple do is boosting up my ego n confidence! lol
its my gain in the end....

~~Love Zann~~