Horribly Ugly

i cant rem the last time i used make-up, ok lets not count my DnD la...
i cant rem when i really really smile with glow.... i lost my glow
i cant rem the last time i sleep peacefully
i cant rem the last time i had a peace of my mind

i look horrible.....
i look freaking tired (i am very tired, exhausted)
i look haggard
i hate zits.... i hate my dark eye rings....
goodness..... im freaking ugly....