Dinner & Dance

Wow…. Its been a long time I last wrote an entry here
So many things had happened….. So much pain n stress I’ve been through!!

I struggled every single day and nite…. no one cared. nvm. dun wanna get too emo.
well, lets focuses on the good things in lfe.
Haiz….. I wont blame myself for whatever happen…. I did try my very best, I put in a lot of effort but all those r jus worthless…. Wasn’t appreciated. i werent appreciated.
If someone alrdy sets their mind n comparing, saying hurtful words, actions tt really hurts/pains the other deeply, den he/she is not worth your love cos he/she dun really love you.

The actual cause of everythin isn’t everythin afterall…..
The more I find out, the painful it is……
Guess there’s no point in hoping/dream of something ‘impossible or will never happen’
Wont mention any names here but whoever tt some one is, she/he must b really happy now…..
i believe wat i believe in. Wat do i believe?? alot. but its all secret between me,myself n i.
“move on”

Went to work super-slack!!! Tired, I hadn’t been sleepin for days, I lack of sleep… seriously!! I really wonder how my brain still can function. Was behind work the past few days!! So rush everythin out….. I end up finishing work before 12am!!! My goodness!! Tts super fast, so efficient!!!! After lunch, I was painting my nails n do nothing else.

Was so happy today, felt so good!!
Today’s D & D also!!!
I didn’t feel like going at first, no mood…..
Helped Marina to get to the function cos she wasn’t listed on the guesslist! Luckily im gd terms with the boss, she wldnt have got the chance to attend it. Was happy to help!!
Went for my make-up by Chanel & hair by REDS!! I bought a Chanel Blusher at $61!!!! OmG super ex, but its jus one ex make-up, nt like I buy all the time.
Call a Cab to Furama Hotel [$18 bucks] so as to speed up process. End up I reach ard 8.45am, still late la…. Its ok la….
Fizah hp batt went flat n unable to ctc me so they left first without me!! The food ‘s jus so-so!!!

I didn’t exactly like my dress cos it makes me fat. Thankfully, a lot pple love it!!!
Haha…. The MC calls says “ahhhhh….. my fav girl”… Yay I won lucky draw, was excited to win somethib. In the end I won!! Yay!! It’s a blender..... Enjoyed myself very much. Participate in some of the games…

There’s this cute guy fm another program came up to me and say,”Can I tell u something?? You r the most beautiful girl here in the entire ballroom” Hahhahaa…… tt kinda felt good. J

Left Furama Hotel n me n kak Reeina were ‘kidnapped’ by the bosses and end up at a pub. Goodness!! Really the bosses, like my boss’s boss n all. They’re pretty weird when they’re tipsy… Kinda nice to be ard the big bosses, jus me n reeina n the rest of them. Our mistake was to pay for the drink, shdnt hv paid, its their treat!!

Joyce, Shaf, Carlo, Nizam, Liz and Fizah aldy at MOS. Someone gave me a ride to MOS. Ok I felt weird with my dinner dress entering MOS for the first time alone… yupz, alone!!
Cant believe the queue is still long at tt time…. I kinda got a lil scared, the place is so huge n crowded with lots of pple…. So crampy!! So weird to have pple looking n smiling when I dunno them. There’s this guy who hold my hand, luckily Joyce was there to pull me away, was alrdy feeling scared. The next thing I know, Shaf was holdin me n Joyce walked behind me. We dance, dance, dance, dance. Fizah… fizah… fizah!!! Goodness she really enjoyed dancing. Kak Liz hyper as always, and Nizam…. Woohooo….. oooohhhhh
My feet hurts so bad, im using like 5inch heels……. Still keep dancing. Destress abit. Hahahaha there’s this angmoh came up to me n expects me to dance with him.”Come on, down down” It was hilarious. didn’t response la, didn’t know how to dance n keep looking at Fizah’s direction. Im so thankful Im with them. No one to take care of me if they weren’t ard.

Shaf send me home. Wahhh feet hurts. OMG.. I am happy.

Here I am blogging to keep myself awake. Work in less than 2 hrs….