Fasting....

I look listless… restless… tired... had pple telling me tt...
Yes, I knew tt…. Im feeling it as well
I refused to believe tt its all due to the fact tt im fasting!!
There have been some chances in my body systems or maybe, it all bcos of laziness and lack of sleep. Fell sick with fever n 2 days mc.
I had ugly dark eye rings which I cant get rid off!! My hair is dying, needs some nourishment…. Gotta do something about tt too. Haiz….

Fasting mth…. Ahhhh I jus love this mth.
I honestly do feel tt it isn’t hard to fast. Gosh, this reminds me of my sec sch years!! Haha… pple hiding to buy food/drink in the canteen.
I rem studying n doing O levels fasting…
I rem going thru trg fasting…
I rem going on Trips fasting…

I rem my cheorographer, abg osman, giving us lectures bout teens out there dgn secara selamba nye duduk pat coffee bean minum n isap rokok… haiz…. We’re like fasting n sweating doing trg n practicing our dance routines n pple out there jolly well dun seem to care/respect this respectable mth... I will always rem abg osman’s words n stern self. Used to hate him before too… Super-strict n expect dancers to get the step/dance routines the third time he demonstrate!!! [jus 3 times only] he used to scold vulgarities n all…. He used to say tt my face was real hard to make-up for shows…. *hmmph* sori im nt into thick make-up anyways…

I rem npcc trg. Gosh, hated parade drills!!! Was close to fainting at one time. NCO time was, as always, very slacking…. Haha.

I rem studying for exams… fasting! Goodness tt was tough… trying to get as much stuff into the brain when the brain literally didn’t wanna absorb cos its too tired w/o food.

I rem going to Korea fasting!! Gosh, this one is real tough. Weather is so cold, I was hoping for food n hot drinks to keep me warm. Getting to place took long journeys… many winding roads tt makes me dizzy n jus wanna give up. I didn’t, I tahan.. im proud of myself.

I personally do not mind pple eating infront of me. It didn’t even urge me. Infact, it challenged me more! Its kinda tougher for me cos im always seen snacking n munching n eating….. but I want to fast, as long as I can.

Anyways….. Hamz ORD yest!!! Cool, he gt his pink IC alrdy. Back to civilian, no more 2LT till re-service. Haha. Im giving as much assistance as I can offer in helping him to find a job. I spend a lot of time on it. Hopefully, he’ll get a job asap.
Great… heard a lot of guys one-by-one ORD. cool. Its been 2 yrs alrdy. Tts really fast.. so by nw, almost all the 1984 batch of guys who went to poly wld hv completed NS. Those who underwent sec 5 batch or went to ITE before Poly.. my cohort, guys, 1 more year ok!!

Went to watch Starlight Cinema at the Padang wif Kak Reeina n friends yest. They were showing “Just Like Heaven”, sweet story…..
Kinda cool to catch a movie at the padang, lying/siting on the ground n munching on snacks…… nice experience!! Thanks kak reeina!!!

My mummy [azreena]’s tummy getting bigger….
Waitin for the baby gal to be born… den mummy will hv a new baby n stop whining… haha!

Dun ask or question y I love u so….
Cos I dun exactly know the right words to say or describe it….
I know, u know….. n tts all tt matters….
We dun necessarily need a reason to love…. We both know tt

Wats past is past….. lets jus move forward to the future…
Look back, its tearing up my heart when im wif u, but even when we’re apart I feel it too.
Watever harsh,hurtful words you utter, whatever pain n sufferings there may be….
It instantly fades like magic!! The power of love…

I believe, no one have a perfect r/s…. we’re, afterall, only humans
We need to work hard to make our r/s happen again… keep trying…
Love is love….. Relationship is a whole diff thing….
I love the fact we’re both more understanding n accommodating…

One cant be selfish in love…. Any selfishness is nt love….
There’s many things I dun like/ agree bout/with u, likewise for you
We putting in effort in doing things we dun necessarily like…
All is fair… we give n take… tt shd be the way

It doesn’t matter wat people say bout us…
Pple dun know wat lies beneath the surface…
let them judge, let them be.
This is our story…. Our life journeys….

Im missing you over n over again…..
Jus a minute with you would make a difference…
Im contented. I appreciate every single thing you do.
Im glad you’re more mature now. Im glad you are nicer now.