Miss... miss... everyone! *emo*

i somehow felt lonely....
i didnt go out at all for past few weeks or so.... anyone wanna ask me out?? *hehe*

since the start of this week, i've been rather excited. a least some things to look forward to. Yay! American Top Supermodel is here again!! tt will fill up my Mon nite tv time since Desperate Hsewife's season ends. Hmmm i wonder when's the next season for The Amazing Race??!!
Gosh, im such a TV freak. if i subscribe to starhub cable, tts it, i'll be glued to my tv....

emotions have been rather unstable.... sucks.
been rather emotional. got hurt VERY easily. sometimes i felt like the whole world r jus talking about themselves, bout their lives. no one bothers to at least be aware of my existence.
no one pays attention to me. its ok. im very used to it. but it hurts at times :(

im planning to go JB on thurs. watever for? do wat? i dunno. i jus wanna go there.
Friday. TGIF!!! meeting up the girls. miss u girls so much!! *hugs* hope we gt time to catch up though its only dinner, Ven wanted something more after dinner. Hehe.. *wink* wink*
gosh its been months i last met YY. gosh, msg her n she's in London!!! woahhhh jealous man!! hopefully she can make it this time, if not, Ven & Jolyn will be jus fine....
Sunday. Hmmm... sunday going Batam!!! i seriously dunno how fun it gonna be.
will it be? its jus batam. but im looking forward to my massage & go-kart!!! :)

FRIENDS. where have all my friends go?
maybe its true wat pple says "Friends come & go..." but its sad isnt it??
Primary sch friends.... haha, duno... i cant recall alrdy....
Secondary sch friends... where r u guys now?? wat happen? it seem impossible to even meet up for awhile?? Y? pple these days r so preoccuppied with their own lives...... haiz.....
My NPCC mates, my batch pple, my NCOs...... whr r u guys?
Poly friends. Thank god we r still contacting n meeting up!!! though not frequent but we still do make time despite our busy lives n despite we all lives in diff zones of Singapore. Thank u guys!! Love u all.... *muackz* still rem the MRT lines?? west, north, east, north-east lines..... lol
Singtel frens..... still ok la. still in contact with Mel, Irah, Tommy kor-kor, Donald, Alvin ge-ge, CX. where's my Sherwin kuya?? the rest go NS. met Shreni yest. ish i miss all the mummies(team leaders)!!! but i dun miss the work. haha
Teletech frens. gosh! my batch left me, Sulina, Shafie & Rizal. still close contact with Sofiah though. Juliza also. the rest?? didnt keep up with them. Esli, my dear fren who inform me of this job... wat happen? miss u gal. Shaf, somehow dun talk to him as before. Ever since.... ?? Been close to Joyce but recently, we're like slowly drifting apart. haiz... im jus nt part of the smoking 'gang'. haha. the smoke makes me dizzy n my heart hurts. maybe i so-called left myself out. i dunno. im on good terms with everyone at work though. no hatred or watso-ever.
haiz... Liyana, Esliza, Hidayah, Sheeda, Shaz, Aisyah, Noran, Wati, Juliana, Faizah, Shahirah n lots more.. whr r u gals at? My whole whacky "malay-speaking-or-at-least-understands-malay quite-well"class of Sec 5C!!! miss u guyz....
Khairudin, miss u giving me advices n comments.
Ain. Widya. call me whenever ur free.
Sanusi. Herman. Shahrudin. where r u?
Amir Hamzah. i dun wanna miss u. missing u tortures me.
kinda miss everybody.... really, everybody!!

my sis complaint tt i dun spend time with her. haiz.... (duno y u complaint when im at hm the WHOLE time!!!)
sori darling... u gt to focus on N levels, u better study. i still love u. next month, gt to treat her to nice dinner.

ish.... cant wait for next week, its PAY day.

finances running low.... really low....