I DIED?!!??

so yest... me n sis we both ate alot... kinda bloated n im still hungry for more food... wahahaha.... my sis was like, "da la kak, mkn je... asyik2 mkn mkn, da mkn byk pe... nak gemuk ke?? besok sudah!!" wahahaha

i pass a travel agency n grab some special promo vacations brochures... i so wanna go on a holiday... the prices r so attractive!!! waohhh tempting...
last nite tv was great.. i was stuck siting at my sofa snacking on food, eyes glued to my big screen tv.

before i went off to bed, i was reading thru the brochures... then.... Esliza call up on my hp in a anxious tone... "ZAN!!!!!! HEY R U OK???.... where r u now?? u ok or not??" wahhh she really give me a fright.... its been some time since she last called me. den she told me she had a really terrible dream bout me... I WAS DEAD. ok WOW!!! tts freaky... i mean we're not tt close now she's dreaming bout me all of the sudden?? Y?? n her whole family n alot of our frens came visit me at my hse for the wake... n she really saw my body.... n the funny part was, i wasnt covered yet n tt i was smiling with eyes close n no one knew the cause of my death!!! F-R-E-A-K-Y!!! Y was i smiling?? hw can a person die with a smile?? so i freak out a lil, sms pple to find out wat it was but till now i still dunno....

i jus put aside the brochures, maybe its not the best time to travel.... but if its my time to go.. i hv to go...

i woke up this morning... feeling so tired... dunno y but very very tired.. didnt wanna wake up at all... my eyes r so hard to open, they're like glued closed but i dun recall ever crying last nite at all.. weird weird...
i dressed up slowly... no mood for work... on my way, i decide not to go work, go to mcd for breakfast n went hm... im so so tired... needed the rest i guess...
sms yy... she said, i needed "some zest in my life"... wow so true!!
so many things have been pulling me down, n i hv alot of negativity ard me... hvnt been in good mood for almost a month. i hv to work something out.... oh gosh!!!