BLearrrGGHHH!!!

ohhh weeee.... today's my off day!! i can wake up late but.... i still wake up early.. haiz...
i watch Amazing Race!! cool the finale gonna be so interesting... cant wait for next week...

oh i had sore eyes/eye infection tt hurts so bad n i look so weird...
i made a very bad mistake to come to work.... i told them i wannted to go hm... they wont allow n ask me to stay or get a replacement.. i couldnt find one n i really wanted to leave but they all not allowing me to.. saying tt they lack of manpower n high volume of calls....
i got emotional n broke down n cry... my gosh!!! i CRIED... so paiseh!! *blush*
only after i cried, they allowed me to go hm but insisted tt i get an MC for prove.... fUCK!!! u paid me lower than the doc's bill u wanna ask me to get MC?? i wld only get $30 if i work yest[it was ard 7pm alrdy]
i shdnt hv come, shd hv MIA but im jus being responsible to tell them.... so no more ms nice... i really dun feel like working anymore... slack me for all i care!!

back at hm... i watched tv with sis... so glad im hm... im jus so so tired... yeah yeah i get to watch tv.
n today's my off day... later wanna go out wif sis n go eat eat eat n window shopping or SHOPPING maybe!! wahahaha... till now, still indecisive where to go or wat to eat... wahahahahhahahhaa.......
feeling itchy.... its time to spend money n make myself happy.....

hse's so messy.. cant stand it.... nobody bothers.... i jus clean up abit la...
cant be too bothered too....
my eyes still hurts.... my heart also hurts to know tt my bf is drifting far away fm me.... now he doesnt even bother to apologise or be attentive to things i hv to say.... so frustrating.... i hv wasted so much tears tt doesnt seem to matter to him.... now he jus left me alone n only call me the next day cos according to him he didnt wanna talk to me when im emotional.... watever.... i know its true tt no matter wat he does when im angry, he will always be in the wrong... STILL.... i hate the NEW him.... arrgghh!!!