entry's pretty random

lazy. lazy. lazy. yest didnt go to work.. was so tired... i slept all the way!!
den i had a dream.. i went to work n receive a white envelope.. its a warning letter to ifm me tt they'll sack me if i continue not coming to work... haha.. instead of being scared n worried, i was overjoyed... haha.. crazy...
"u work only 2 times a week n u alrdy cant make it for one day, so only left tmr for u to work. wonder if tmr u can make it cos ur damn lazy gal..." i tot u myself...
i dun care bout the money la... i dun wanna work...
hari raye coming, i dun feel festive at all...

1 nov 2005 is my 3rd yr anniversary with dear Amir!!
we both had no plans.. haiz... same like last yr.. n its fasting mth also...
hmmm.. i hope to delay the ocassion.. im in a state of boredoom n takde mood n takde duit.
ir's busy with ns.. we rarely communicate cos he's doing field camp now, i dun get to see him...
i owe him a treat at Bali Thai n Delifrance Bistro!!!
stressed... this yr raye pun takde collection lagi.. aiyoo...

i read Ven blog.. awwww so sweet...
my r/s has been quiet for sometime as we're both busy... i hope we'll work somethin out..
ohh ven reminds me ir's friend, Darryl... remember Darryl, the humble rich boy who celebrate his 21st bday at fullerton?? he's one sweet guy...
long distance r/s with his gf[forgot her name]. they met at uni in the states. she still studying now cos she's only 1st yr when he's graduating yr. i think she's korean but she speaks with American slang, maybe she's an american. very friendly gal.
for his bday, she came all the way fm US to plan his bday party for him... awww...
for his commission ball, he travel all the way to US to fetch her to s'pore... once the ball is done... he send her back to US n came back to S'pore. we met him when we were viewing our photos at Peninsular[oh tt ugly photo!]... he's still taking pix at the studio.. he won sword of honour baybe!! of cos, takes alot of pix la...
awwww so sweet.. flight to US one-way is gruelling 14hrs non-stop or 17hrs with transit. rich pple spend money like tat... haha.. but he's a nice guy.. not arrogant at all...

i hope later i can convince my sis to go out with me... im damn bored.. wanna go out la.. orchard maybe!!
i wanna watch movies too... cant wait for november where all the movies are coming... im waiting...
Ir.. Ir.. i hope u can bk out.. cos baby, i miss ya!!
i hope this yr the guys r planning another raye gathering again jus like every yr... so far no progression yet.. maybe i shd be the one planning it?? i miss my sec sch friends.. been friends for 9yrs alrdy.. miss them so much!!
Ven's bday coming too..she plans to hv choc buffet at fullerton n later go to new asia bar... i wanted to be there for her... but its raye's weekends n im so so so broke! damn.. things arent going my way..
n everyday i get naggings fm daddy constantly reminding me not to do this n that.. gosh he obviously do not know wats the other gals are like outside.. im considered okay alrdy, u know!! bleargghh~~~

** peace out**