Im so Lonely....

haiz... days have been dull for me...
so mundane..... no excitement.. heavily dependent on TV to keep me entertained!

gosh... I MISS HIM alot... alot alot.. cant stop staring at my hp, anticipating for it to ring. i hate it.. im always daydreaming... i cant stop thinking bout him... I want to at least hear fm him.. a call or simply an sms...
haiz... IM GOING CRAZY!! arggghhh... i keep pullling my hair n indulge myself in food. fuck la.. shit... hate this...

feeling desolated now... feeling neglected... fuck la.. dunno wat im feeling now.. im jus being stupid.. so stupid.. cos i know he's in NS n its compulsory to do this things..
im tired of thinking n thinking of unnecessary stuff.. if only i can divert tt focus to TAM.

i cant study.. cant even read the bloody notes n memorised them... useless!! cant concentrate.. cant focused! tmr TAM paper, i dun even hv a clue how to do it

arggghhh.. urgh... bleargghhh...